I was outside the hospital about to light my blunt when India walked up on me with a frown on her face.. Here we go again
Before she even said anything I already knew it was because of me .
What the hell is wrong with you Noelle I told you not to fuckin smoke anymore you only do this shit to make your problems go away but that never works after the high is over all those problems are gonna come crashing down on you and your gonna feel them 10x more she yelled
Yo look I don't really give a fuck about that right now I got so much shit going on in my life right now shit couldn't get no worse than it is now I said getting annoyed
You promised me Noelle you said you would talk to me before you got to this point you said you wouldn't do it anymore she said with tears in her eyes
My heart sunk into my chest I hated seeing her cry other than my sister India was my world man it hurts me to know that I'm hurting her because of my actions
I pulled her into a hug
Look im sorry ma I know I promised you I would stop smoking it's just everything's so fucked up right now and this is the only way I know how to deal with it I said laying my head in the crook of her neck
You don't have to go through this alone baby I'm here for you and nivia you just have to stop holding everything in how can I help you if don't talk to me she said looking into my eyes
Im not really the one you should be saying that to I said
What do you mean ?
You should be telling that to Nivia I swear its like over the past few weeks she's been acting different she's usually so open with me but now it's like I don't even know who she is she's so distant and its killing me I miss my sister why won't she let me help her I said low key getting emotional but I had to man up quick I couldn't let my girl see me cry
