Pregnant With The Emo Bad Boy's Baby...Great

I'm Pregnant With The Emo Bad Boy's Baby...Great. {25}

***Ben’s POV***

Chris glanced at me and shook his head. “Ben, if you want your dick somewhere other than your hand you better go talk to some girls,” he said. I glared and he smirked.

We looked over at the group of girls from our school. I glanced at him and then turned my gaze to the floor. “Nah. They don’t want me and I don’t want them.” He rolled his eyes. “Ben, we already know them! Just go. Smooth talk em,” he said with wink.

I sighed and Chris shoved me over to the group.

“Hey Ben,” Paula said with a grin. She was an emo friend of mine. Her shirt was low and her shorts were short. I mentally sighed and gave her my most charming smile. “Do you want to hang out after school Paula?” She smiled. “Sure Ben!” “I’ll meet you at your locker.” I added a small wink before heading back to the Chris.

“He totally likes you!” I heard one of the girls squeal in excitement as I walked away.

Chris smirked at me. “Nice BJ.” I rolled my eyes. After school, I met up with Paula at her locker and she rode the bus to my house. Mom wasn’t home and Jeydyn was at the neighbor’s house. I led Paula up to my bedroom.

We talked for a long time. I asked her a lot of questions about her and got to know her. I found that complementing her made her blush deeply. We kissed a few times.

I finally began to make out with her. We fell back onto my bed making out and I took her shirt off. We undressed and I used the condom Chris had given me.

And that night, I lost my virginity to a girl I didn’t give a fuck about.

***

I laid on my bed thinking about that night. Paula had gone prep the next year. I had been only 12 years old when I fucked her. She had been 13. Well, I had almost been 13. Just not quite. I sighed. I had just ignored her the next day. She had actually thought we were dating just because I fucked her.

Why the hell had I told Ali I loved her? I was Benjamin Robert Jarvis. I only loved my baby sister. No one else. Just Jeydyn. Had I simply been caught in the moment?

I sighed. Was I really starting to fall for Ali? Or had I just lied to her to make her feel better? I was thinking far too much.

My door was slowly pushed open and Jeydyn’s timid face appeared. She carefully made her way over to me and dropped her head towards the floor. I sat up and knelt down next to her. She threw herself into my arms and I held her tightly.

“I’m so sorry baby girl,” I whispered. She sobbed into my shirt. “I didn’t mean to do it Benny! I swear!” she cried. “I’m so sorry I hurt you Jeydyn. I love you so much,” I said and held her to me. God I loved this little girl.

I stroked her hair as she cried. I picked her up and laid on my bed with her. She curled up with me and eventually fell asleep. I smiled at her and kissed her forehead.

Dad appeared in my doorway and smiled softly. “Better?” I nodded. “Yea.” I sighed. I had to find some way to control my anger before I hurt anyone else.

Pushing it out of my mind, I held my baby sister and fell asleep.

***Ali’s POV***

I sat with Jersey during lunch. Dekka was in the library working on a project. Kids would stare at me as I walked in the halls. I was sort of getting use to it. I never told Ben about it. I was terrified he would get in trouble for hurting someone.

Jersey sighed and got up. “I have to go make up a quiz. Will you be alright?” I nodded and smiled at him. He gave me a quick hug before hurrying off to take his quiz.

I walked outside to the pavilion and sat down. There were a few other kids outside sitting and talking quietly. I could hear familiar voices coming from behind the wall. I slowly crept up and listened to them.

“What would happen if she pissed Jarvis off?” someone, Jay I think, asked with a laugh. My eyes widened. Ben. Why were his friends talking about him behind his back?

“Who, Ali?” Chris’s voice asked. “Yea,” Jay said. “You know how his temper is. What if Ali pissed him off?” “Surprise abortion,” Chris said and sniggered.

How the hell could he even say that?

I placed my hands on my stomach and felt fear growing in me as they continued to talk. “How far along is she anyways?” Jay asked curiously. “6 months I think,” Chris said. I peeked and saw Jay nodding. They were both smoking.

“Ben told me she actually wants him to quit smoking,” Chris said and the two laughed. “Yea right! Ben is so addicted to cigarettes,” Jay said, shaking his head in amusement.

“Where is Ben anyways?” Jay asked. Chris laughed. “He’s hung over. He went to a party last night with me. Fucking Christ he was hammered.” Tears suddenly pooled in my eyes. He told me he’d stop smoking and drinking.

They began to talk about other people and I crept away and went back inside just as the bell was ringing to end lunch. I clenched my fists as I walked. That was it.

I was going to have a little chat with Benjamin Jarvis after school.