Pregnant With The Emo Bad Boy's Baby...Great

I'm Pregnant With The Emo Bad Boy's Baby...Great. {7}

I walked through the crowd of people towards the fridge to get myself a closed drink. Everything here was spiked by now. I grabbed an unopened soda and opened it before chugging.

“Hey Ali.”

I spun to face Benjamin Jarvis.

“Hi Ben,” I said with a smile. He had a beer in his hand but he didn’t look drunk. “First one?” I guessed. He laughed and nodded. “Yea. Not even half done. I just got here a little while ago.” I nodded. “Me too.”

“You don’t drink?” he questioned. I shrugged. “Not usually. I’m not a big fan of beer.” He nodded. “Good girl?” I rolled my eyes and jokingly hit him. “No I am not!”

Ben smiled at me. “You know, I never noticed how pretty you are,” he said. I blushed lightly. God Ben was so cute. I had had a crush on him for a long time. He moved closer to me and I smiled.

He slowly pressed his lips to mine, not trying to speed it up. He pulled away and I could feel my face heating up. He laughed softly and gently brushed my hair behind my ear. “You are so beautiful Ali,” he whispered and kissed me again.

I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him closer to me, allowing him to speed up a bit. “I’ve liked you for so long,” he admitted. I smiled. “I’ve liked you for so long,” I said and kissed him.

“Let’s go to the bedroom. Less people staring,” he said jokingly. I grabbed his hand and we walked to a guest bedroom where there was nobody. He shut the door and we sat on the bed together. We talked for a little. He was so sweet. He didn’t try to make a move or anything. Just held my hand and got to know me.

We had been sitting there together for a long time. He kissed me and I kissed back deeply. We began to make out. I’m not really sure what got into me. I found myself helping him take his shirt off. He helped me take my clothes off and we took his off.

He slowly slid into me and I gasped out in pain. “I love you so much Ali,” he whispered. “I love you too Ben,” I moaned as he slid in a little deeper.

He went harder and faster. I moaned his name, loving this. He was incredible. He was amazing. He was perfect.

He was not wearing a condom.

But I was not paying attention at the time.

Well, I was paying attention now as I sat with Pez at dinner. Mom and dad were talking about their day at work. I was lost in that memory. That night I let Benjamin Jarvis steal my virginity. And now I was pregnant.

Why had I let him?

Because I thought he was telling the truth when he said he loved me. That’s why.

“Ali? Are you alright?” I looked at mom. “Yea!” I said hurriedly. She frowned. “You look like something’s bothering you.” I shook my head. “Nope.” I felt terrible for lying to my mother like this.

She gave me a slight smile and I shoved food into my mouth. Pez glanced at me and gave me a sympathetic look. “How is school going you two?” dad asked curiously. Pez and I shrugged. “Good,” we said at the same time.

“Boys?” mom asked me with a wink. I could’ve cried. I almost did. I stood up. “I have to go to the bathroom. Be right back!” I called before running to the bathroom.

I shut the door and sat down. I silently cried. I was such a terrible person. A terrible daughter. I had to tell my mom and dad. The guilt was going to murder me. I just couldn’t do this to them.

I wonder what Ben was doing.

***Ben’s POV***

I sat with a bored expression at Chris’s dad’s restaurant. Chris’s dad employed him and Chris was cleaning up right now. His dad came and sat next to me. “Hello Ben!” “Hi,” I said, still bored.

“Sorry. He just needs to learn to clean everything up.” I nodded. “I understand. I’m just tired.” He laughed. “You kids are always tired aren’t you?” Obviously. “Yea, I guess we are.”

Chris came out and rolled his eyes. “Dad, leave him alone!” he grumbled. His dad stood up and pat Chris on the back. “Have fun.” I waved and we left the restaurant together.

“So what’s been bothering you lately?” he asked as we walked along the road. I shrugged. “Nothing.” “Don’t try to lie to me you little shit.” I laughed. “I’m not lying.”

He glared at me. “What’s up with you?” I sighed. I had already told Hanley I had knocked Ali up. So why not Chris?

“I got Ali pregnant.”

He stared at me. “You’re kidding right?” “That’s why Pez wants to kill me so much.” He let out a disbelieving laugh. “Dude, tell me you didn’t knock up Pez’s little sister! You know overprotective of her he is.”

“Believe me Chris, I know,” I said bitterly. “Oh yea. Sorry.” I rolled my eyes. “Doesn’t matter. I got her pregnant, she’s keeping it, he’ll have to deal.”

Chris shook his head. “You’re insane. Are you going to help her raise it?” “I can’t,” I admitted. He frowned. “Why not?” “My mom. My sister. My fucking life!”

He nodded. “True. You don’t really have to help her. She had sex with you and she’s choosing to keep the baby. Her choice, not yours.”

I nodded in agreement. Still…It just felt wrong to be a coward like my own father. He had abandoned his baby daughter to the hands of a cold hearted bitch. He left a 10 year old to raise his daughter.

I couldn’t do that to Ali.

But I had to. I couldn’t be with her. I just wasn’t committed to her. Because when I told her I loved her, I lied.

I didn’t care about Ali.