IT'S CONFUSING!

chapter 2

Recap :

Just like all the mainstream movies when I pulled him up with all my might , he tripped and I fell face down in his chiseled abs and he groaned not cause of the fact that I had feel on top of him but cause of my hands which was on his let's just say *private region *.

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Well as much as I would loveeee to stay in that  same  exact position , my senses came back to me  little too early if ou ask me (I know I sound desperate :p but who cares!? he's so HOT and all I wanna do is to shriek  in excitement !)
And I try my best to get up from my awkward position on top of him . Let's just say  I did it  in the most UNLADYLIKE MANNER ..!  EVER !
After what felt like a bazillion years we were now standing with an arms length distance between us and I'm sure my face looks ready to explode cause I think the color crimson does no justice to the way my cheeks loom right at that moment. I finally muster up my courage to look at him ,only to find him staring  right at me ! His bay brown orbs had this kinda pull.. God! He makes me feel so  nervous like a kid  who got caught while stealing a candy ! I thought to myself .
I'm no type of girl who looks away when speaking to someone . I'm the type of girl who  keeps a direct eye contact to make sure that they know that I'm all business . But one look from Aiden and I'm done for good ! Like for real ! I mean all that guy has to do was stand right in front of me and I'll be melting like a freaking snowman!
Sorry!
Sorry!
We said in unison .
I can't help but smile to myself , these little acts these little things may mean nothing to him but to me.. Well let's just say it meant hell a lot.
He was scratching his neck and I could sense that he is as embarrassed as I am .
'I better get going ' I said and when I was about to leave Aiden  pulled me back by my wrist and I could feel his orbs staring at me with so much intensity that I was not sure for how long we where staring into each others eyes , he lowered his head, his  face a few inches away from me and I swear I thought he was gonna kiss me! My breath hitched my throat , he moved his lips to my ears ...my heart running in its own marathon .
'Next time don't touch someone like that' he said his tone was not just husky there was something more to it desire maybe? 'Stop hallucinating!'  I scolded myself,  I flushed and bam! He left me all wanting in the middle if the road !
I shook my head and walked to my doorstep and entered my humble adobe , well its not much but it sure is home For me. Its just me , my mum and dad . so we all have our spare keys. Since both mum and dad are working its just me and only me for most of the time. I walked into my room to have a nice long shower to cool my tensed up nerves .
My room was not a typical every girls dream kinda setting , well let's just say that I'm more into guns than roses;) yep that's me!
My walls where deep rich purple and I had a walk in closet nope not for clothes but for shoes! Yes I love .. Absolutely L O V E shoes . They are my salvation , my everything.
I step into my shower and all I could think about was how close he was to me .. his nicotine mixed with bubble gum breathe fanning my neck .
The next few weeks passed by in a blur as I was too busy  whining over the fact the course that I want (biotechnology ) is not something that all the colleges have and only around 6 do ! And I'm no straight A student to get myself a good college via counseling ! And so I was freaking out but eventually all hell didn't break lose thanks to my mum and her close friend cause of whom I found myself in the gates of RETA , Roosevelt engineering and technology academia .
One of the finest in the field of biotechnology.
It was my first day of college and me being nervous is an undersrarment , My brother Hamish came to drop me off ,he studies in the near by institution SECT . It was his last day in his college and it was my first day in my college ironic I know: p
'Nervous?' Hamish asked , 'of course not!' I lied through my teeth.'sure so that's why ur pinching my arms to death then ' he said sarcastically .
I pinch my elbows to be more precise when ever I am nervous ,its an habit that I have inherited from my father .
I throw my brother a smug look and walk towards my seminar hall. I sat at the end of the hall and silently prayed  that no one from the opposite gender should sit next to me .To my surprise a short girl who looked like one of those teddy bears who u wanted to hug immediately sat  Right next to me , she had this smile that could light up the entire united states ! I liked her instantly and I knew we were going to be good friend and we were !
From day one till now she had always been there for me and I to her . she is Kate but  we all call her teddy cause it was more appropriate given to the fact that she looks like one :p
My  tiny excuse for a gang didn't stop there !one day while  we were having lunch we found klen , she fit just like a piece of a missing puzzle in our tiny so called gang.  I loved them both to death and beyond. Days went by with me hanging out with my two new besties and  its already been 3 months since I've been in college .. 3 months since I've seen my Aiden :) Though the days had gone by I still remember the incident that happened right in front of my house  like it  had happened just a few minutes ago :/ 'I miss him and there is nothing I can do about it '   I thought to my self with a sad smile on my face .  I know he was just a crush but I still couldn't get over him I've tried everything! Everything!
Heck ! I even tried to find myself another guy  but every time I take a step forward I go back 3 steps straight!
Whenever I go out on a date with another guy ,though I smile and try to have fun my brain being the bitch she is keeps going back to Aiden , our incidents together ,Those days we used to just smile at each other :)
'Yes I missed him  , I missed Aiden Ruth' 
Its been  six months and 3 days since I've entered my college and trust me when I say this , they were by far the best moments of my life and I treasured each and every second I get to spend here.
I had lost  my contact with all my friends from home , Amber , Marin, Jessica , Shana, max, saph and Aiden.
Just thinking about his name makes me smile :) 'jeez talk about cheesy ' I thought to myself as I as I try my best to gulp down the last few drops of coke that I have been drinking, klen and me are seated in our tiny cramped up canteen and I was getting irritatated by every passing second, Kate has gone for lunch with her other friend (the Hulk  that's how I'll call him) I don't know but I can't bring myself to accept the fact that Kate can take care of herself for 2 reasons , a. Kate looks like a mice in front of Sean A.K.A hulk , b. Sean's a guy ..yes a living  breathing  member from the opposite gender . I don't know Sean that well but from what I heard he is a good guy, straight A student, no black marks  and of course he's got this charm that makes all the girls go weak in their knees , Sean was your  definition of the whole package.
It has been an hour since our lunch has got over and I still didnt find Kate , The last hour just started and I see Sean approaching me but I still don't see Kate with him , I was so furious ! Sean was a few feet away from me and I snapped at him with all the courage I had ! This was the first civil conversation I've ever had with a member from the opposite sex! Now I won't put it as a 'CIVIL' conversation it was more like a death threat .
'What did u do to her? Where is she ?'
I yelled , sean was startled for a moment and I could sense him getting angry 'Ha! A hot head isn't he?! So much for the whole package shit! '  I smirked to myself . 'I don't know what ur talking about , now give me my damn book !' He yelled back . I took a deep calming breathe and asked him again ' where is Katy she didn't come back yet from the lunch , she told me that she was going to meet you that's why I asked u , I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell ' I apologized, Sean's face softened 'yes she was with me but she left right after the lunch break ' he informed .
I was worried sick about Katy both me and klen, we searched for her everywhere and then we found her puking her life out in the ladies restroom . I couldn't help but feel sad for shouting at sean in the middle of the corridor , I'm sure almost all the fresher's had heard us and so In order to make amends I  sent him a friend request in FB ;) and to my surprise he accepted it., though I did send a request , I'm still the girl who has very less experience with the male genera or let's just say none.
He texted me first  and I did apologize.  We became best buds in a matter of few months and I'm so happy that I did scold him that day cause I wouldn't have found my brother from another mother if I have not shouted at Sean that day:)
I was surfing my FB timeline ,I was bored of being too bored , I found myself aimlessly surfing through the people who you may know list and I stopped scrolling when I found someone who not in a million years I would have thought that I will , he was tall, dark, very athletic but he looked different , like his shoulders where broader and he had gained a few pounds not in a fat fat kinda way but more like a Sexy mama kinda way. One thing that hasn't changed is that bad boyish smirk which makes his dimples go deep inside his Greek god like face .
I knew who it was like I knew my own name .. It was Aiden .. My Aiden.
Since my hands had a brain of their own they went and hit the send request button before I could even process what was going on.
'Great ! Just Great ! Now I  would    look like a desperate bitch ' I face palmed myself ,Now all I have to do is sit back and  pray that he recognizes me and accepts my  friend request .
'Back to square one keira ..Back to square flipping one ' 

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Authors note :)
Hey guys ! First if all thanks a million to all those  good souls who are reading my book . I'm so so  happy about it.
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With much love : Kamu:)