IT'S CONFUSING!

chapter 22

So before you guys go ahead with your cursing , I just want to say that I deserve it. Every single one of it.

  I cannot say how sorry I am for the late updates but I had lost my inspiration for a while but it was truly your motivation and eagerness that made me to pen this chapter .  I am so grateful to have such amazing readers and I want to take a moment to thank everyone single one of you for making this story a huge  success.

I kept getting messages to  unveil the true inspiration behind this story and like I said , I will do it once i am done with the story of course.
*cross my heart*

But I want to make something VERY CLEAR !

THIS BOOK IS INSPIRED BY TRUE INCIDENTS BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY IT STILL IS A WORK OF FICTION. 

I STRONGLY BELIVE THAT ALL OF MY READERS  ARE OPEN MINDED PEOPLE WHO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE  BETWEEN  FICTION AND REAL.

I once again thank every single one of you for patiently waiting for the chapters.  And now , Without further adieu.
The chapter you guys have been eagerly waiting for!

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Recap :

He chose to text and disrupt the only night I could sleep.  I took a deep breath before opening the message. It was not long. In fact it was just four words. Deep down I had known he would be the end that I did not deserve. Deep down I had known he would break my heart and crush my soul but I fell for him. Not only for his charming looks but for his carefree side. The side I never got to see for too long. The side which had made me fall head over heels in love with him. The side that made me want to spend my entire existence to get to know about. But now I knew that it will always be a dream, a dream that would never become a reality.

"I found another girl "
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"We should wake her up.
It's already past 12pm."

I heard Klen complain somewhere very far away but I knew that she was right next to me. My eyelids were sealed shut, every  drop  of energy left in me was being drained slowly  from my frail body. I could barely move a muscle let alone open my eyes.

They would figure it out. I knew they would. It was only a matter of a few minutes before they realize what I had done to myself.

Why is she sleeping for so long?
Wait something is not right.

I heard Katy murmur.

Ria? Ria! Wake up. Ria!? I heard Katy shift  closer to where I was. In one swift move she took away my blanket.

I heard them scream in terror. I knew that they would react like this. I did not want them to find me in this state but was it my fault to fall deeply in love?

I was there right next to them, when they screamed.
I was right next to them when I heard Klen gasp.
I was right next to them when I heard Katy fall onto the floor with a huge thud.

Klen kept shouting at an unmoving Katy to call 911. I knew how Katy reacted when she was angry or scared. I knew how she would sit in one corner and how she would stare straight ahead without blinking. It was her defense mechanism.  It was how she coped with something that she did not like to endure. I knew that. I knew she was mad at me for doing something so stupid and also scared about losing her best friend. It killed me to know that I was the reason for the way she sat in the middle of my bedroom with dreading fear in her eyes.