IT'S CONFUSING!

chapter 3

I could feel his cold breath fanning against the nape of my neck, my hearts beating in a rhythm of its own. I could sense his smirk , his hallmark bad boyish smirk against my skin, He knows the effect his touch  has on me and he makes sure that I know that I have no control over my OWN DAMN body!!!!
  'Aiden'

I whimpered against him but I'm sure he is having way to much fun than he should be and  all he did was smirk! He  pulled  my body even closer to him and whispered 'what am I to  you kieria?'  In that damn sexy voice of his. I couldn't help but notice how good my name sounded when he said it in his deep husky tone .
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I could feel a little too much dampness on my face and just like that ! I was sitting straight in my couch where I had fallen asleep a few hours ago waiting for Aiden to accept my friend request. It was Tony who had awaken me from my  unusual sex dream ! 'Well you did it on purpose didn't you little guy ?!' I giggled to myself as I scratched Tony 's ears . Tony is a black Labrador A.K.A my bundle of happiness who is the only thing that keeps me sane in the  lifeless serene I call my home.
He's  a little (okay scratch that) he is way too energetic for his own age.
Yes now you may ask me why in the world would I name a dog  Tony!?
Well first of all I am Absolutely , mindbogglingly , desperately in love with  Tony stark (I mean who wouldn't fall in love with him!?)and second of all though I can't have tony stark I sure can give my own dog his name and call it every now and then and console my self right!?.well as idiotic as that sounds it was my only way of coping up!
As I stretch my now sore arms ,I saw one notification which was unread and with all the hope that I had in me I  clicked on it. 'He accepted my friend request! Aiden accepted my request!' I couldn't help but grin till my face hurt and  I could hear the hallelujah bells ringing!
I have been staring at Aiden's  timeline for approximately an hour straight and I couldn't help the butterflies that are fluttering in my stomach. It felt like no time had passed by , not even a millisecond . He looked like a male model from one of those high end magazines.
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Its been almost 18 hours since Aiden had  accepted my friend request , 18 hours of sitting in the same position, drinking 8 cups of coffee and a lot of self talking later I mustered up the tiny amount of courage that I had left in me to text him , 'A simple hi with and exclamation will  do ' I thought to myself and I did send him a text message.
I've been waiting impatiently for Aiden to reply me back  'maybe he  thought that I'm one of those despos who wanted to hit on him shamelessly??' I was shouting to my own self, just as I was about to give up on this meaningless fiasco ,I heard my mobile beep and yes you've got that right ! It was Aiden!
'

Heyo :)'
'How have you been?'
He replied.
Those simple words brought back the last bit of hope I had on moving ahead on my long time crush.

'Hi!
I'm all good :)
And you? Long time right!?'
I tried my best to act normal and I'm failing desperately!
'Ya I know:)
You've changed :)
It took me a while to even recognize you keira :p '
He says..
'Well is it a good change or a bad change?? '
I asked  in a cocky manner ;)
'Good! Definitely a good change;)'
He almost answered immediately !. I can't help the blush that is creeping my cheek just because of a simple text !.'stupid  teenage hormone'  I mutter to myself as I pray to send a text which is completely genuine to keep the chat going!
I was breaking my head to ask him something and out of the blue he texts me twice in a row asking
'Hey don't take me wrong ,
But can I have your number? Cause I don't often use Facebook :p'
I thought that I was hallucinating for a second there ! cause it was too good to be real 'Did Aiden Ruth just ask my phone number!?' I couldn't help but shrike in excitement like a little girl and my little happy dance .Though it was The Most Mainstream way EVER! known to mankind for asking a girl her mobile number , I still did oblige and give him mine .

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We've been texting  regularly for  a week now and I couldn't believe that it is all happening for  real ! Like for real real!
College has been too much fun , people around me started to notice that I'm acting a little less grumpy and some of my class mates even told me that I glowed !.well as cheesy as that sounds I couldn't stop smiling just as much as I couldn't stop falling in love with my first ever crush .. Yes I'm in love with Aiden Ruth ,I've finally given in to the obvious fact that I've always been in love with him. In the past few days   Aiden had somehow managed to rush all the feelings that I  had for him back into me and has made me realize how madly I was in love with him .
It was Friday night and Aiden and I have been texting for about an hour or so now , we talk about everything from food to clothing and everything in the middle. I came to know something new about Aiden, He isn't much of a talker , which was a complete and  an utter shock to me because I am a complete chatter box! I mean I don't shut my mouth like  not even  for a second !
So I know we had run out if topics cause I'm the one who always asks him something and he would just answer my questions. I was about to say good night when he asked  the one thing that shook my world to its ground !
'So keira  why don't we sex chat for a while ??:p '
He asks in the most casual way like he was asking about the weather to me ! I was dumbfounded ...
'What happened to the Aiden I grew up adoring? What happened to the sweet and caring guy who used to speak his heart out ? What happened to the Aiden I had fallen in love with?'
I look at my mobile like it was going to come to life any moment now and ask me out , I don't reply him back and kept my mobile down because I was so furious on him! So furious! 'Did he think that low of me!? ' I shouted to myself and  started walking up my stairs with tears freely rolling down my eyes . 'This is not him, This  is not my Aiden ' I  think to myself as I weep my way to sleep .