IT'S CONFUSING!

chapter 12

"Red or blue?"
"Maybe I should go with the pink one"
"No its way too bright to function "
"How about the cream one?"
Uh! I have a humongous closet and yet I feel like I don't own a thing!
I sighed for a long moment before something caught my eyes.
It was a simple black shirt with intricate lines .
"Simple yet perfect"
With a huge grin plastered to my face I grabbed a black Jean and made my way to my bathroom.

Twenty minutes later i skipped my way down to my hall .
I was all happy on the inside and I cannot believe that I do feel all good , even though I happened to have had a 'heck of a night'.

I nearly stumbled and broke my neck on my way down when I saw Aiden downstairs.

He was sleeping.

"God!how can someone look so devastatingly handsome ,Even when he is asleep ? "
I had to shake my head to clear my daze .
He looked breathtakingly beautiful.
His lips was slightly parted, as he slept like a toddler on the couch.
His hair was all over his dangerously sculpted face.
He always looked light headed.
His demanding stance was nowhere to be found.
He looked peaceful.
But I knew him better.
In fact i knew him better than anyone else ,
Peaceful and Aiden don't go hand in hand.
He was the notorious one.

I smiled like an idiot .
Like a love struck idiot.
But my little happy moment was destroyed when reality kicked me hard in my butt.
"He was tired because he was too busy having 'the time of his life' with that whore last night".
I felt sick.
But I knew he owed me some answers . Answers to my rotting heart . It could either be healed or it could be torn apart . It purely depended on his words.

After staring at him till my heart was contented , I made my way towards him and tried to wake him up.

"Aiden? wake up "

Nothing. Absolutely nothing.
"He didn't even stir for God's sake!"
"He slept like a rock!".

This time I lowered my lips to his ears. My heart was thumping in my ribs due to our close proximity .My lips slightly grazed his ears as I whispered "Aiden if you don't wake up now I will pour a bucket of ice cold water on top of your head .So,
WAKE. THE. HELL .UP."

His eyes shot open , clear brown orbs staring into my soul. I sheriked as he pulled me onto him . I fell on top of him to which he only laughed.
"Let me go! You moron!
Let me go!!!"
I screamed at him as I stabbed his chest with my fists. His hold on me only tightened around my waist.
He was looking down at me, his brows knitted together.
He lowered his head a little close to mine.
His lips were only mere inches away from my own .

Too close.

I knew I was beet red so I tried to look away. He must have known that I was about to look away because he tipped my head with his fingers which made me almost gasp . His fingers were warm against my cold skin.
I heard him take a sharp intake of breath before he moved in closer.
I closed my eyes as I prepared myself for whatever he had on his mind.
"Was that a threat I heard keiria?"
His words were deep yet raspy.
With that he moved away from me which put a decent amount of distance between our face though my body was smashed against his due to his strong hold.
When I looked at him again he was smirking down at me.
I felt so embarrassed .
I groaned loudly as I buried myself in his chest.
"Why do you keep leaving me hanging? " I mumbled into his chest.
He threw his head back laughing as he stroked my back.
He pulled me up with his strong built arms and took my head in his wide palms.
He looked me in the eye.
His dark brown orbs staring into mine.
They held untold stories.
Stories which I wanted to know.
Secrets which I longed to know.
He was a book. A book filled with mysteries and I wanted to unravel them.
All of them.
"I think you have lots of hope on me K" he chirped.
I pouted and crossed my hands as I pretended to be angry on him.
He just shook his head chuckling lowly as he continued,
"The reason why I don't kiss you even though every fiber in my body screams to do so is because,I don't think that I can stop myself .
I don't think I can stop myself with you keiria. "
His words.
Those words .
They meant so much to me.
So much.
"How can he make his words sound so sexy yet sincere at the same time?"

I knew he was telling the truth.
His eyes were shining with sincerity as he smiled at me.
His smile. God! his smile was so beautiful that it made my heart go in haywire.
I knew it was all too soon.
I knew it was all too sudden to give in .
After everything that has happened between us. I knew that he didn't deserve a second chance.
But what is love when you don't forgive each other ?
What is love if you can't even let go of the things that will bring pain and unhappiness to you and to the one you love?
I knew I can't let go of the past.
And i never will.
The past made me stronger.
It made me to fight harder for the things I believe in and for the one's i love .
Maybe the feelings I have for Aiden will never be reciprocated towards me. Maybe he will never love me the way I love him.
But it will never stop me from loving him. I love Aiden Ruth and that was it .
We kept staring at each other.
Enjoying each other's closeness.
It felt good.
It felt needed.
And for the very first time ,
It felt real.

"Let me go get the car for us love "
Aiden said .
I shook my head up and down and realized that I was sitting on top of him cross legged.
I scrambled my way away from him and blushed furiously for the millionth time.
"I .. uh .. I'll wait outside for you Aiden"
I informed him .
He took long strides towards me and all I could do was hold my breath.
"You have no idea how good it feels to hear you say my name " Aiden spoke.
His voice was different.
His eyes clouded with desire.
He took a strand of my hair and tucked it behind my ear.
His lips were next to my ear.
His warm breath fanning my neck.
"Say it again keiria" he commanded.
My body responded almost immediately as if his words were my undoing but my ego was already bruised by the brat .
I took a daring step forward.
Aiden seemed taken aback by my sudden riled confidence but he stood still in his place.
I put my arms around his neck as his went to snake my waist.
I smirked a little when he slightly shivered against me.
I, keiria slaza made Aiden Ruth shiver with my simple touch .
I stood on my tip toes as I lowered my lips too close to Aiden's and said
"Keep dreaming Ruth".

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Authors note:
*Whoosh *
It's getting hotter in here. *fans herself*
Heheh:p
I know I skipped a week.
But I hope you like this one.
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P.S: I love you all.

XOXO : kamu:)