IT'S CONFUSING!

chapter 5

"His breath's fanning the nape of my neck, my heart is dancing in its own tap dance. "What am I to you Keira?" He says in the most husky voice I have ever heard! .   He was just a  mere inch away from my lip and my heart jumps to my mouth. "Uh .. Aiden ... I .." I stutter , with his cheeky yet sexy grin he captures my mouth . For a second my world had stopped spinning ,desire sparking up from my spine . His breath , His eyes , His smile , His smell, everything about him made me fall for him .. Everything about him made me helplessly tumble  deeper and deeper in love with him . His hands skimming the hem of my shirt , my entire body responds to his simple touch. I wrap my arms around his broad shoulders to push myself to my feet because I'm sure that my legs will give out any minute . "Aiden.. I .. I .. I lov"

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Startled I woke up from my extremely weird dream, sitting straight up from my bed I shook my head feverishly to clear my mind. "What in the hell was that!? Jeez! Talk about desperate " I curse myself and as i  stand up from my bed . It was a bright  morning with a pretty lush blue sky looking like a clear crystal without the white mazes of clouds in it. Everything about my surrounding screamed happy but to my loss I'm not even close to the 'H' word yet and as the days pass by I doubt whether I will ever find my true happiness.
I got dressed in a record time of 15 minutes and made my way down my stairs . My mom was down in the kitchen making my favorite breakfast, chocolate chip pancakes with maple syrup. I don't know how but she knows it when I don't feel well or if I am emotionally traumatized. My mom being the superhuman she is, knows when I need such sugar rushed breakfast/ dessert kind of meal to make it through  my day.
A smile crept my face as I stare at the pretty being in front of me who would move mountains to put a smile on her baby girl's face.  "So are you going to tell me what is going on or should I hire a private investigator?" My mom says teasingly. "Don't worry sasha , I've got this under control " I reply my mom with a sly smile. I usually address my mom with her first name rather than calling her mom because she is more of a friend to be than a mother. She is the one thing I love so much in this wide world and would do anything to make her proud . since me being the only child I grew up learning, sharing , gossiping , fighting only with her and hence the name basis.
I make my way to my class and pray silently that my friends Klen and Katy don't notice my grim mood.
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