IT'S CONFUSING!

chapter 9

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"Dear universe .
Why are you always  being so cruel to me  ??when I am one of the very  few people who listened to the endless  blabbering  of my dear teacher about how you were formed after the big bang that happend to you?  " I sighed  long and deep before making  my way up my stairs  to my room hoping  desperately  that Mr. DICKHEAD is snoring  happily in the guest room rather than snooping  around.
" Keiria  you can get through  this.
It's just Aiden who is next to your room .
probably   shirtless  .
just trying  to sleep.
Its no big of a deal "
  my inner voice smirked at me As I  made my way into my room sulking.

I did  not even give a glance towards  the guest room which was next mine. I shut my door ever so lightly and tip toed my way into my closet. 
I needed a shower and I needed  one right now .  I took out an oversized  sweatshirt  with a matching  night pant  out of my cramped  up closet and made my way to my bathroom.
I wasted no time for  stripping  my old clothes off  as i jumped right into my  shower.
I turned my shower on , humming  to myself as I lazily shampooed my barbaric hair.
"Is he asleep?  Umm Maybe not. "
" he might be just walking  around the room to get to know the place better." " but Why in the world did he come to MY HOUSE when he had bazillion  friends all around this town? "  I was throwing  questions  at the poor wall in front of me as I realized  that my water flow has slowed down and I'm not even half way through  with my bathing. "No! No! No! No! No! Not toady please not toady. "I was basically  pleading  to my non living  pump system . For real.
Heaven knows that I'm fucked up way worse than fifty shades.
" Dear universe.  I FUCKING hate you " I cursed loudly and gave out a huge exparted huff as I walked back and forth in my tiny washroom . I ran my hands through my hair as I desperately  tried to come up with a solution for my current state.
I usually  use  the guest washroom whenever mine goes all ape shit on me. "But I can't  do that now! Not when Aiden is in there !" I yelled to myself as I rested my head on  my wall.
"Now don't tell me that you don't want to sneak into his room and get a good look at his sleeping  stature " my inner moron/ voice cooed sweetly  to me.
I shook my head to think straight , But it was the only rational plan that I had ,given to the fact that both mine and my parent's  had the same bore connections so  I was sure that their water system  was fucked up too.
" just keep a straight  face and walk in and don't show any reaction  when you see him . You can do it K.  I know you can " I self preped myself as I put on my bathrobe and made my way to the guest room.
My first instincts was to knock. But two things stopped me from doing so .
First  of all I'm naked as a wee bee and only dressed in a bath robe.  Second of all I usually can't  think rational if Aiden is anywhere within 10 feet of my proximity let alone him being Almost naked was just like a cherry on top of a cake.
"Deep breaths Kiera.  Deep breaths"
I chanted this to my shaking  self as I slowly  turned the door knob.

The very first thing that hit me when I opened the door ajar was his smell. His intriguing  smell.
I took a huge sniff and it instantly  calmed my tensed nerves. 
I moved like a feather in the air and made my way Around his queen sized bed.
When I was only a few inches away from the bed i took a quick glance to check whether he is in the bed or not.

  " Aiden is not here." I mummerd to myself both happy and disappointed but mostly disappointed.
I strolled in the silence next to the French windows which poured in the silvery sparkles  from the moon.  Usually  they were  closed but Tonight they were wide open giving more access to the sparkles  to flood the lifeless room.
With a small smile forming  on my lips I continued walking  towards my rescuer.
I literally  shrieked in  relief when my sight fell on the guest /Mr. Missing 's wash room. I hopped my way to my destination but I halted straight when I heard shuffling  sound coming  from the inside.  Tension  flooded my nerves with a hell a load of fear in it.
"Will it be him? Oh God! please no " I  wispher yelled to myself.  I wanted to run as fast as I could  but I was in a very weird situation  here and I needed his washroom more than him at that moment.
         I summoned  the very last ounce of courage  left  in me to walk into the washroom . I could see a shadow  moving on the inside which only freaked me out more  .
I pushed myself to the slightly  open door to the washroom  and made my way inside.
But what I saw  in front of my eyes made the very little  sanity that   I had in me dissappear  into thin air.
I saw Aiden standing  in between a blonde's   leg as she sucked his sculpted  face out, dressed  only in her undies and him only in his boxers.  Her hands were all over him  and the way his own  roamed on her petite structure only added more fuel to my burning  rage. I took a sharp breathe and tried to move my legs to leave that damed spot immediately but my legs seemed to have forgotten  the very reason they were made for and I stood their rooted to the spot dressed  only in a bath robe. 
I cleared my throat to make my presence  known to the'suck buddies' in front of me . 
                             Nothing.
They seemed to not even have the care in the world as they continued  sucking each other's  face out.  "How in the FUCKING world did she come into my HOUSE??" I questioned  myself  "the French windows! That fuck face should  have sneaked her in through  the windows " When realization  dawned on me ,
I clenched  my fist to stop my self from tearing  the whore in front of me from limb to limb. With gritted teeth I slammed the door shut behind  me . That seemed  to have gotten their attention  as both their heads snapped towards  my direction.
If Aiden  is anywhere  near guilty for what I just caught  him doing in my own house after what he sold me about that "don't give up on US " crap, his face  remained neutral.
 
  Betrayed.
Heartbroken.
Devastated .

  Those words seem to do no justice  to the feeling  I felt when our eyes connected.
When my eyes started  to water because  my heart couldn't  take no more of the pain it has endured I saw something  flash in Aiden's eyes. "Concern maybe? "
"There he was having  'the time of his life' , when I was crying  my self  to death because  he called me for  a sex chat. Who am I kidding  ? Some people never will change and the one's  who hope  that they do will always  be the ones who get a heap load of hurt " .

"Um are you gonna stand their the whole night? Or something? .
If you don't mind , we are in the middle  of something  here ?" The whore/ bitch informed me to Get the fuck out indirectly in a bored tone.  The word bitch seemed  to be precisely made for her.
  Slender long legs , sinfully curvaceous  , night black hair . She was as  stunning  as a super model though  her hair resembled a crows nest and her lips  swollen because of  the intense "makeout" session  they just had.
"I'm sorry. I will leave now. " I smiled weakly with sadness dripping  from my words as I turned on my heel and ran to my room as hot tears rolled down my cheeks.

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Author's  note:
Heyo!! A 1.3k reads!!! Yipedidipiddoooooo:)
Thank you all so very much.
I know I promised  you all that I will update  every Friday but due to my exams I was not able to maintain it:/
Now don't you worry my lovelies I will try my best to keep up with the timing  and keep reading  xD
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