IT'S CONFUSING!

chapter 17

Recap:

When I opened my mouth to scream at him , I was not given the chance because the next thing Aiden did was to crash his lush lips onto mine.

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The very first feeling that washed over me when Aiden's lips found mine was hope.
I knew that from that one kiss that no matter how bad things go , I will always have him by my side.

It didn't feel right to give in so quickly, it didn't feel real but at that moment it did not matter .

Nothing did.

I wanted him to tell me why he kissed another girl in my house! I wanted him to assure me that he will not break my already tattered heart . A million other questions to which I seeked his answers and yet when he kissed me the world froze and so did my ability to think and speak like a normal human being.

It wasn't a toe curling , earth shattering , mind boggling kiss from the typical romance novels . It didn't feel weird but most of all i was not filled with guilt .

It just felt natural. Like I was supposed to be in his arms and his alone. Like he was the only one who can hold me that close , to have my mind , body and soul.

Just a single touch from Aiden can make shivers run down my spine. I was both fascinated that something so simple as a touch from him drove me absolutely crazy and angry on myself for letting a guy have such control over me .

His lips felt soft and warm .

So soft and so warm .

My eyes were shut close on instincts. My legs felt like they were clamped with an iron nail to the ground.

I couldn't move.
I couldn't breathe.
But most of all I could not belive that Aiden was kissing me.

The feeling that surged through my body once realization hit me like a FUCKING rock ! That my first kiss was with my first crush ,

was. just. Amazing.

If it was anyone else in my position they would have put all their effort on kissing Aiden Ruth back but nope not me . I am Keiria Slaza and I'm known to fuck things up.

I did kiss him back . Everything was just perfect . Until i giggled .

Yes giggled .
Like a FUCKING RETARDED SEAL!

There he was the hottest guy that I have ever laid my eyes on, kissing me ! And here I was giggling like a lunatic.

He broke away from the kiss and that was when my stomach dropped .

"He is gonna walk away you idiot!Do something ! He might think that you laughed because you thought that he was a bad kisser or something ! " my conscience screamed at me but I was too dumbstruck and embarrassed about what I had just done so I stood there frozen to my spot.

Any other guy would have called me a bitch and walked away.
But No.
Not Aiden.

He broke away from the kiss looking dead straight into my eyes.

His hair a mess .
His lips swollen.
His breath uneven .
His eyes shining so brightly like the stars above the sea.

"Boy! Was he a site to behold!"

The breath left in me was knocked out clean !

And then he gave me his lopside grin which swelled my heart with so much joy.

"He did not walk away from me. He is just standing there grinning like an idiot in love at me "
"Wait what ?"

"Damn my heads messed up pretty bad!"