Can You Forgive?

About The Kiss.....

                  

About half an hour later Olivia and Connor left Laura's house so it was just me, James, Laura and Tris. "Omg I bloody stink, can I take a shower?" James asked Tris. "Yeah mate course, but why can't you take one at home?" Tris asked. He did have a good point. James seems to be doing whatever he can to avoid going home. I hope everything is OK. James sat in silence from Tristan's question. "Mate?" Tris asked. "ugh mum and dad are driving me insane, they are always fighting and they are putting me and Sophie in the middle of it, so I really want to move out but then I will feel bad for leaving Sophie. I mean she is only 12, so it wouldn't be fair of me to leave her alone with those two maniacs" awwww poor James. I didn't like seeing him like this but I get why he didn't want to move out because he didn't want to leave Sophie because those two have the best sibling relationship. Then I had a brain wave. "Look James, if you really don't want to stay at home then you can always move in with me, I mean I live in a 3 bedroom house on my own, and it would be nice to have the company" I know, I know, how great a friend am I........ Jokes! He face lit up. "Omg Lucy, are you serious" he asked in disbelieve, "yeah course I am" I laugh. "and Sophie can always come and visit if she wants, you know I love that kid to bits, so if things get too much for her she can come stay whenever she needs" I love Sophie to bits. He is 12, has brown hair and is so funny it's unbelievable and like I said it would be great to have the company, I mean I love having my own space sometimes but other times it can be really lonely and now I don't have a boyfriend any more I feel even more alone.

"Omg Lucy I love you soooooooo much" James squealed like a teenage girl and he attacked me with a huge bear hug. "Omg James I can't breathe" I gasped for air. "Oh sorry" I he laughed and he let go and I began to breathe again. "So I'm taking that as a yes" I said sarcastically as I got my breath back. Even on my death bed I will still be throwing out those sarcastic comments. It's like my second language. "YES!" He yelled. He looked a lot happier now. If my friends were happy then so was I. "Right now go take a bloody show because you smell like some sort of alcoholic hobo" I laughed. "Thanks" he smirked and then when it upstairs. So that leaves 3.

I was sat playing on my phone but I could feel eyes watching me. I looked up and saw Tris and Laura staring at me. "What?" I scoffed. They both had the exact same look on their face. It was funny to see. "Well......" Laura spoke. Yeah cause I am supposed to know what they were talking about by her saying "well. I am not a bloody mind reader. "Well what?" I asked. "What happened last night" Tris asked. Shit I thought I got out of telling them. "Nothing why?" I squeaked. Shit! Now they will know I am lying. When I am lying, my voice goes squeaky and I get really defensive. Well that is according to my friend. Personally I don't hear a difference but you know, whatever!

"Lucy, we might not be the smartest cookie in the cookie jar, but we know when you are lying" Tris replied smugly. Smartest cookie in the cookie jar, who says that? Like what the hell Tris. I sniggered at his statement while Laura just smiled and shook her head. "Anyway" she says, trying to change the topic from the cookie jar incident. "What actually happened because we know something did because brad didn't get back until late and you started to clam up as soon as his name was mentioned so what did happen?" she asked. Why couldn't I have normal friend. Nice friend. Friends who don't bully you into telling them stuff, but soooooooo. I have friends who think its OK to but in my private life and find out everything. However I must admit that part of me didn't want to tell them about last night. When I have a problem or something has happened, I feel the need to tell someone because if I don't them it just bubbles up insides me until I explode like some sort of giant balloon.

I didn't reply to the question. I just looked down and messed with my hands but I couldn't feel their eyes poking me like daggers. "well...." Tris spoke. "we kissed" I mumbled. "what?" Laura asked. "we kissed" I replied a little louder, hoping that they would hear me. "what" Tristan asked thins time. "ok, ok we kissed" I almost yelled. Shit I hope brad didn't hear that.

Brad's POV

After checking my phone and replying to a few texts, I dragged myself out of bed and made my way into the bathroom. I washed my face with some cold water to try and wake myself up a little bit and also see if I couldn't remember anything else from last night. I have this horrible feeling in my stomach that I did something I will regret but I have no idea what. Surly I wouldn't do anything with Lucy. I mean, I love Chloe. I love how pretty she is, and how great her figure is and........ OK I know that are all physical features but there is some other things I love about her like how.......... Erm.......... Different she is. OK so maybe she doesn't have the best personality, not like Lucy. Wait what the hell am I saying. I don't love Lucy any more. I love Chloe. Chloe. Not Lucy. Lucy is in the past!

Once I had washed my face cleaned my teeth with my toothbrush. Yeah I know. I keep a toothbrush here. its only because I come here so much that I thought I might as well he prepared and I am not the only one, James, conner and Lucy all have one here as well. Mine is red, cause red is the best, James's is green, Connors is blue and Lucy's is pink which isn't a surprise because it her favourite colour is pink. she says its because it reminded her of candy floss, which is weird because she hates candy floss but you know that just Lucy. wonderfully weird.

"hey dude" I heard someone say from behind me. I could tell it was James from the deepness of his voice. "hey" I groan in pain. "aha you sound as good as I feel" he laughed. "thanks" I chuckled. "hey I got good news" he smiled. "what" I asked. "I'm moving in with Lucy." OK so that was out of the blue. "oh cool" I know I didn't sound too enthusiastic but my brain isn't really connecting with the rest of my body right now and I really need to remember what happened. I need to ask her. "so when did all of this happen" I asked. "now" he stated. "what she is here. I can ask her now. "wait, Lucy is here?" I asked. "yeah...." he spoke as I darted off downstairs.

As I was making my way downstairs I heard Lucy talking to Laura and Tris. "ok ok we kissed" she yelled. Omg who did she kiss? wait, no no no no. I kissed Lucy!