Can You Forgive?

What Are You Doing Here?

                  

Have you ever had that believe that if you don't open your eyes when the day won't start? If I didn't open my eyes then today wouldn't begin, brad wouldn't marry Chloe, she wouldn't take him away from me forever. Slowly I open one eye, then the other. I guess today has to start.

4 hours later

I just arrived at the hotel where the ceremony was and got out of my car. I never would of pictured brad getting married at a hotel. I always imagined him getting married on a beach, at sun set. He would be stood at the end, smiling as I walked down the aisle. Wait what? What am I saying? God, I need to get over this guy! In a weird kind of way, a small part of me is kind of happy that he is getting married. I know it sounds strange, considering I am so madly in love, but once he is married I can finally learn to get over him. But before anyone gets married I need to talk to him. I need to find out what he actually went through his head when we kissed and what it meant to him

I made my way into the church, passing all of Chloe's friends and family on the way in. "Lucy" I heard someone squeal. I turned around to see Nat running toward me, followed my Anne and Derek. I haven't seen them in months. "Omg hi" I smiled as I hugged Nat tight. "What are you doing here? I didn't expect to see you here" she asked. "Yeah Well I didn't really expect to be here myself but I kind of had no choice thanks to Laura, so here I am" I replied. "Well it's great to see you sweet heart, how have you been?" Anne asked. I couldn't exactly say that I am still madly in love with her son and still heartbroken that he left me for a slaggy bitch so I decided to go for the "yeah yeah I'm OK, how are you?" approach to it. "Oh I'm good thanks love" she sighed. "Are you sure?" I asked. I wouldn't expect someone whose son was getting married today to sound so unhappy. "It's just this Chloe girl" Derek spoke quietly because Chloe's family where in the same room. "Yeah?" I asked. "Well we have only ever met her once, and well" he paused. "We hate her!" Nat spoke very bluntly.

I know this may sound extremely horrible of me, but a small part of me was kind of happy that they didn't like her. How horrible does that make me sound? "NATALIE!" Anne said in a stern voice while still trying to stay quiet. "What? We do! Well I do anyway" Nat wasn't very good at hiding her opinion if she didn't approve of someone. That's kind of why I liked her. "It's not that we hate her, it's just she is........... Oh what's the word," Anne paused. "A bitch" Nat muttered under her breath. "She is very different to the other girls he has met. She is nothing like you dear" I instantly felt my cheeks heat up. "You were lovely and we loved you like our own instantly, but I think this one will take some time" she sighed again. "Well I love you lot as well, you're kind of like my second family" I smiled. I could feel tears forming in my eyes but it was true, they were like my second family.

After Amelia died, I kind of drifted apart from my mum and family. I spent a lot of time alone or with Tris. He seemed to be the only person that understood me but when I started to date brad I opened up to him and his family. Anne and Derek basically took me in like their own and looked after me when my mum and my step dad moved to Spain. Natality also turned into a sister kind of figure. I did miss them. "Any way, do you know where brad is, I need to speak to him about something?" I asked politely. "Yeah if you go down there, third door on the left" Derek directed me as he pointed down a large hall way. "Thanks" I replied as I gave them all a hug. I wondered down the hall way and came face to face with a large wood door. I took a deep breath and knocked.

"oh, what are you doing here?"

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Hey guys, hope that you are all having a great valentines day! I'm alone like always!

I'm sorry that this chapter is short but i will try and update again today but I am not promising. I am also very sorry that I haven't updated recently. I have been having trouble with my wifi but its all fixed now.

Please comment and like this chapter if you think it's not total crap!

from Lucy xx