fault (ii)
i
The ghosts,
the phantoms,
they dance tonight.
They twirl on your bedroom walls
while the shadows sway.
It is all in your head,
it is all just a game in your head.
And you fight what they tell you,
you battle with all your might,
you tell them what they say is not true,
because you are pretty, you are cool, you are skinny and
you are a work of art.
But you know this is not a fight
you can win,
this is a game you play where those
inside voices always conquer.
Your brain lies.
Your heart lies.
Your vision swims with wraiths and ghosts
and there is no escape,
you have never been free.
ii
We fogged our own vision,
you see,
planted a false key
but you have no exit,
no lock to unlock,
we just live in a maze
of locked doors,
and no one is king.
the ghosts and phantoms
dance tonight.
We let them win,
we let something inside of us
devour us from inside.
We created our own oblivion
and all this time,
monsters have been
keeping company.

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Poetrypoetry by a painter who now paints her art in words "we tread too loudly, too violently on our earth. we smear our dark, ugly night all over the canvas and call it art." #80 in poetry [12/22/16] | © 2016 lookforthatlight