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Ally's POV

Lauren just held my hand the whole car ride and i feel this tingling sensation on my stomach. Like thousand of fireworks exploded, butterflies flying inside me.

I looked to my left and saw Lauren on her phone on Twitter. She is still holding my hand using her right and she held her phone using her left.

"Ally, wait i'm gonna let go first." Lauren spoke beside me.

"Oh, of course. Okay." I stuttered. I don't know why but i miss the feeling of her already. She typed something on her phone. When she was done, she looked at me then smiled and held my hand again. I smiled back.

The car ride to the event place is a 2 hour car ride and i still have nothing to do. I grabbed my phone on my purse while still holding Lauren's hand. I got on twitter because i am really bored.

Lots of notifications came on when i switched my phone. I scanned through my timeline and i saw one tweet that made me smile so hard it would break my cheeks.

@LaurenJauregui: i love the thought of our hands intertwined even though i have to let go just to type this. #A

It made me smile.

Billions of butterflies flew all around my stomach and i looked at Lauren. She was asleep. She is so cute when she's sleeping.

I instantly felt someone hugging me and i got out of my trance to see Lauren trying to be comfortable on her seat while she is hugging me. Strands of hair fell on her face and i put them back to place.

My hand fell on top of hers. She's cold. Maybe she feels cold that's why she wants to hug me. I turned around to see Normani on her phone while there are earphones on her ear.

"Mani." I tapped her on the shoulder.

"Allycat, what's up?" She asked.

"I was just gonna ask if there is any blanket in there. Lauren is cold and i think a blanket would keep her warm." I told her.

"Oh yea, there's a blanket here. Wait let me reach it." She said. I watched her as she grabs the blanket and hands it to me. I let go of Lauren's arm and was surprised because she grabbed my hand again.

"Noooo, Ally don't let go. I love you." She said while she is sleeping. I tried to spread the blanket using one hand and luckily i succeeded. I made sure that almost all of the blanket is on her side so she won't get cold again.

"Ally?" I heard someone called me. I turned to my right to see Camila bringing down the extra chair on my side so she would sit there (A/N: imagine that they are in a van where there is this chair that you can bring down.)

"Yes Camila?" I asked.

"You like Lauren." She said straight to the point.

"W-what? What are you talking about?" I asked.

"I saw the way you look at her while she's sleeping. I might be seating at the back but i can still see you from there you know." She said a matter of fact.

"Stop it Camila." I said trying to bring down the issue.

"You know, it's okay if you'll just admit it. There's nothing wrong with loving Lauren. You're a Christian, maybe that is against your religion. Hell it is against all the religion but there is nothing wrong with it Ally. You'll just hurt yourself if you keep your feelings for Lauren." Camila said.

"Well Camila, it's not about the religion actually. I am okay with gays, lesbian, transgender. I don't care but it's about Troy. I-i can't leave him."

"Why not? Ally you don't love her. For fucks sake Allyson fight for the one you love. Tell me, why can't you leave him?" Camila questioned me.

"I-i c-can't tell y-you Camila." I said.

"Whatever reason that is Ally, i'm sure you will get through it. Listen to your heart. If you love Lauren, you must tell her real quick. I swear that if you don't tell her, you will just regret it." She said. I looked at Lauren and she is so comfortable with her position. She is hugging me while i still held her right hand. I looked at her and looked at her features.

She has the most amazing face that I've ever seen. Her nose is so pointy that when you do and Eskimo kiss, you'll hit her nose already.

Her eyes. I know that i can't see her eyes right now because she is sleeping but damn those green eyes. It hypnotizes me. I will never get bored on staring at her wonderful eyes.

Her lips. Her lips that i fantasize on kissing right now. I can't help it. I want to kiss her so bad just to tell her that i have feelings for her.

She sat up straight and let go of the hug but she is still asleep. She tilted her head towards my direction and i saw her full face. She is breathtaking.

I inched closer and closer to her. I tried leaning in and fought all the voices that i am hearing.

Don't do it Allyson.

Ally, you're not a lesbian.

Ally, remember what your mom told you.

Even though i thought of what my mother told me, i still leaned in and finally my lips met hers.

Her lips is so soft. I just stayed there for a couple of seconds and pulled away. She'll never know that i kissed her. She can't know. I sat up straight and saw that Camila is still on my right and smiling widely.

"Good choice Ally. Good choice." She said and i still sat there, shocked.

"Camila, you won't tell a word. Please." I begged.

"Of course Ally." She smiled at me and looked to my left side. She smiled and put the chair up again and the she get back to her old position.

I looked to my left to see Lauren still sleeping. Please Lord, don't let her know.

"Girls, we're here." Big Rob announced and the first one to get out is Dinah because she is complaining on how her butt is burning because she sat for 2 hours.

"Lauren, wake up. We're here." I shook her but then she instantly woke up with a huge smile on her face.

"I'm awake. Come on Ally, let's get this party started!!!" She said with full of excitement on her voice. She grabbed my hand and we both walked out of the van. There were paparazzi everywhere but Lauren just held my hand.

She looked at me and smiled so big then winked. She leaned on my ear and whispered something.

"Kiss me when i'm fully awake, okay love?"

A/N: i updated today for you guys. Sorry to keep you waiting and oooohhhhhh ALREN IS ALIVE!! What do you think about the story? What did Pat, Ally's mom told her on being a lesbian? Find out soon. Just keep on reading and i promise this will get better. Ily guys.

-hp