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Lauren's POV

You know what hurts the most? It's when you see the love of your life having the most wonderful time with someone she love.

What hurts the most is that it's not you.

Ally is with Troy. Not me. I just stopped crying and when i got out of the bathroom, all i see was her and Troy tickling each other.

It makes me sick. It makes me want to throw up and kick Troy in the face. But at the same time, it makes me want to run to the bathroom again and cry for hours.

I love Ally so much it hurts to see her happy with someone else and not me. It makes me think that i am not needed in this world. Besides, they don't really need me. They will be famous even without me.

I didn't realize that there were tears streaming down my face until someone tapped me by my shoulders.

"Lolo, why are you crying?" Camila said and i looked at her.

"Lo, you've been staring at Ally and Troy for the longest time and you instantly cried. What's wrong Lauren? Tell us." Normani told me. They were circled around me and we sat down on the floor away from Ally and Troy.

"I love her guys." I told them. I heard them gasp and they all looked at each other.

"I love her since the day i saw her on the X-Factor. I've been hiding my feelings to her for 3 years and i don't want to tell her because i can see that she is straight as a pole and she will never love me like she loves Troy." I told them.

Normani hugged me and i just cried in her arms. I heard shuffling from my side and in a matter of seconds, Camila and Dinah is hugging me too. I cried for about 5 minutes and i can feel my eyes starts to get heavy.

"Y'all are doing a group hug without me?" I heard someone say and i am sure that it's Ally because she's the only one that's not in the hug.

"Oh we're just hugging Lauren because she has fe-" Camila told Ally but was instantly cut off by Dinah.

"Fever. Yeah fever. She felt cold and we want to keep her warm. We didn't tell you because you were so busy flirting with Troy." Dinah said with venom in her voice.

"Dinah stop it." I told Dinah in a whisper.

"She is hurting you Lauren. I don't want you to be hurt." Dinah whisper-yelled to me.

"I am hurting myself. She doesn't know Dinah. Please." I plead her and just stayed on Normani's arms.

"What are you guys talking about? I am sorry Dinah if kept on flirting with Troy. I didn't mean to get you mad i am sorry." Ally told us on the verge of crying.

"Hey baby, i need to go. I'll text you later okay?" Troy told Ally and kissed her on the cheek.

That bitch?! He's gonna go while Ally is on the verge of crying because of Dinah?! Oh no he won't. He will get a piece of my mind.

Ally just stood there and ready to cry and Troy was about to leave but i stood up from where i was lying down and go after Troy and grabbed his arm.

"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!" I shouted in his face and they were all shocked.

"Lauren, let go of me i need to go. What's your problem?!" Troy told me and he gets his arms out of my grip.

"ALLY IS ON THE VERGE OF CRYING. SHE IS ABOUT TO CRY AND ALL YOU WILL DO IS GO?! CAN YOU JUST ATLEAST COMFORT ALLY?! YOU'RE SO STUPID TROY!!! YOU DON'T EVEN DESERVE ALLYSON!!! DO YOU DESERVE HER?! WHERE WILL YOU GO HUH?! IS THAT MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR GIRLFRIEND THAT IS CRYING?!" I shouted. I felt someone grabbed my arm and when i looked back, it's Normani.

"Lauren, stop it."

"NO!! I WON'T STOP! LISTEN HERE YOU DOUCHEBAG." I faced Troy. "You don't deserve Ally. I don't even know if you really love me but listen, i fucking love her more than you do. I can fucking show her i love her than you actually did for the past 3 years. You're nothing but a piece of trash for cheating on Ally. I deserve her more than you do. So if you won't treat Ally right, you better scurry off right now or i will cut you." I said with so much hate on my voice.

"What did you say Lauren? You love me?" Ally said. Oh my God.

"You bastard!!!" Troy said and pushed me hard that i fell on the floor.

"LAUREN!!!" Camila shouted and launches on Troy to keep him away from me. I stood up so fast i almost fall again then i was about to punch him but i felt someone hugged me from behind. It was Ally.

"Lauren, no. Please." She said while she cries. I instantly let down my arm that was about to punch Troy but then i felt someone's hand on my face. Troy slapped me.

"STAY AWAY FROM ALLY YOU LESBIAN!!!" Troy said and tries to pull Ally away from me.

"NO!! YOU LET GO OF HER YOU FUCKING BASTARD!!" I shouted and never let go of Ally's arm.

"LAUREN!!! Let go of me!! Please." Ally said.

My heart shattered into million pieces and i didn't have a choice but to let go of her arm. I instantly felt tears streaming down my eyes.

"Ally. You're picking this bastard over Lauren?" Dinah said.

"I'm sorry." Ally said and she tugged on Troy's arm and pulled him to get out of the room.

I just stood there in silence and tries to run but i never had the chance to move because i was frozen.

She will never love you Lauren. Never.