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Lauren's POV

The girls and I are currently inside the van on the way to the airport. We are about to go back to LA since yesterday was our last show.

I looked to my left and saw Camila sleeping with her head on top of my shoulder. I can hear 'Girls' playing through her earphones since i think it's on full volume.

I took out my phone and went on the messages. I looked for Ally in my contacts and sent her a quick text since she is sitting in the passenger seat while Dinah and Normani was in front of us and Camila and I are at the very back.

Lauren: Hey :)

I pressed send then put on my earphones then blasted Rockabye by Clean Bandits. Seconds later, i felt my phone vibrated. I checked my messages and it was Ally.

Ally: hi :)

Lauren: are u comfortable in there?

Ally: yeah, dont worry lolo. Im fine. How about you?

Lauren: a little uncomfortable since Camila decided to put her head on my shoulder.

Ally: I'll massage it later, are you like, gonna be with me again later?

Lauren: yes of course, wait baby Camila is waking up. I love you.

Ally: i love you too.

I felt Camila moving beside me and she stretched her arms. I know what i'm doing is wrong but this feels so right. I feel like i am really not cheating. I really don't know what to do anymore. I want all my memories to come back. I want everything to come back.

I felt a tear run down my face and i quickly wiped it away.

"Are you okay?" Camila asked and i just nodded.

"Yeah, im okay." I said and just hugged Nala. Camila hugged me but i just closed my eyes and tried to think deep for me to remember anything and i didnt realize that i already fell asleep.

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I felt someone shaking me. I opened my eyes and saw Camila shaking me while fixing her hair and the handbag that she kept with her in the car.

"We're here?" I asked and Camila nodded. I looked around the van and saw no one except Big rob waiting for us outside the van. I put Nala in my backpack, really squished her inside and followed Camila out of the van.

We walked inside the airport and Harmonizers are waiting for us. We hugged and we did an autograph. We took some pictures and hugged them goodbye. We are walking towards the entrance with Ally in the very front, Normani, Me, Camila then Dinahat the very back.

I saw someone grab Ally in the shoulder which cause her to tumble towards the person and i immediately ran towards Ally and pulled her towards me.

"What the fuck?! Back off!!" I shouted then held Ally in my arms. I felt her shaking and i glared towards the girl that grabbed her. I know this would cause another issue but Ally might get hurt so i need to step in. We walked pass through the sea of fans and reached the jet.

"Are you okay?!" Dinah rushed towards Ally and she just nodded. I felt fingers intertwining with mine and looked back and saw Camila.

"I'm sorry, i have to do it. She might get hurt, she's still my friend." I explained to Camila even though Ally is not just 'a friend'.

"I know. It's fine baby." Camila said and kissed me on the cheek. I looked over at Ally and saw her looking at me. I saw her eyes glistening with tears but she just held her head high then looked at me again.

"Thank you." She said then i nodded. I wanna hug her but i can't. I looked away and just pulled Camila and we entered the private jet and sat on our respective seats. I put my earphones on and blasted some Halsey songs. I felt someone tapping my shoulder and saw Camila.

"Are you okay babe?" She smiled.

"Yes, i'm just still sleepy. Do you need anything?" I asked.

"No, i just wanna know if you're fine. I love you Lauren. So much." She said and i calmed down. I smiled at her.

"I love you too." I said. I felt guilt running through me because of what i am doing. I'm with Camila but at the same time, i have this strong feelings with Ally. Why do i need to have amnesia? Why can't i just remember anything so that i can be so sure about my feelings? Why is it me? Why did God chose me to have this amnesia?

I felt my phone vibrate and i looked at it and saw a text from Ally.

Ally: Thank you for what you did earlier. Did you and Camila fought? I can see you from here and i can see that you look down.

Lauren: You're welcome and no, im okay. Im just... thinking stuff. Get some rest, i know you're tired.

Ally: Yes i am actually. I love you Lolo, im gonna take some rest.

Lauren: I love you too, Ally.

There it is. The butterflies that are flying on my stomach when i saw Ally texted me an 'i love you.' I put my phone down on my lap and just stared at the window.

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45 minutes later

I can't sleep. I saw everyone sleeping and here i am, playing some games on my phone. I can't even sleep even if i try to. I tried closing my eyes but i refuse to sleep. So i just read To Kill A Mockingbird to pass some of the time then i got bored so i'm now playing candy crush.

I stopped playing my game and put out the earphones in my ear and stood up since i needed to pee. I walked over at the back of the jet and entered the comfort room. After that, i washed my face and wiped it off using a tissue.

I opened the door and saw Ally waiting outside. Her back resting on the wall with her arms crossed and her head facing down.

"Hey." I said and she looked up. She smiled at me and i did too then pulled her inside the comfort room.

I pushed her on the wall and kissed her. Her arms made its way towards my neck and while she's kissing me back. I pulled out and looked at her straight in the eye.

"I'm sorry. I just missed you" I said in a whisper.

"It's okay. I miss you too." Ally said then kissed me again. I pulled her closer to me if that's even possible and kissed her with so much love with a little bit of lust. She tangled her fingers in my hair and i moaned.

I put my arms on her legs since she's wearing a dress and snaked it upward towards her womanhood. I rubbed her through her panties and she pulled out of our kiss.

"Did you atleast lock the door?" She whispered.

"I think not." We turned our heads towards the door and saw Dinah with her arms crossed, smirking at us.

"Well hello there, Alren."

lmfaooooo hi guys 😂 i'll be updating a lot now since i already have ideas for the next chapters. love you all.