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Lauren's POV

It's the first day of tour. 1 week since i last saw Ally. She didn't attend all the meetings that Simon called. Dinah told Simon that Ally is not feeling well so she'll be the one to feed Ally with all the information that she can get.

As for me, those 1 week is the time for me to cope up with my lifestyle. I was always on the studio rehearsing my lines on all the song that i need to remember. Then i also rehearsed the dance moves so i won't look like shit in front of the fans. And Camila and I confirmed Camren on twitter.

A lot of people was happy about Camren. I'm happy about it too. Because fans were so supportive to us. There were hates being thrown at me and Camila but we didn't care. As long as we got each other, i'm okay with this.

Simon let us pick the individual songs that we're gonna sing. I asked my fans what song should i sing and they all agreed to let me sing If I Ain't Got You since this is my audition song.

"Babe, you ready?" Camila asked me walking out of the bathroom all dressed up already. I nodded my head then smiled at her.

"You look beautiful." I said then kissed her lips. She eskimo kiss me then smiled.

"Come on, we'll be late." She then grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the house with my luggage on the other hand and a backpack on my back.

We arrived at the Miami Airport and waited for the rest of the girls since they all decided to stay here in Miami. We are flying to Singapore first since we all decided to tour on Asia first.

I saw Normani walking towards us with a smile on her face. She is the only person who has been very supportive of me and Camila's relationship. Dinah doesn't give a fuck about us. She always think about Ally and it don't matter actually but i'm getting a bit jealous. I wanna take care of Ally.

"Where is Ally and Dinah?" Normani asked and i just shrugged. Right after she said that, i saw Dinah and Ally walking towards us.

Ally looked different.. She's thinner than she usually is. She's wearing a sweatshirt and a skirt, a boots then a sunglass. Her hair is in a messy bun and she has a spiky backpack and a luggage.

"Let's go." Dinah said then lead Ally on the way. She's very fragile right now and i can see that because of the way Dinah holds her.

Camila held my hand the whole walk to the private jet. This jet is huge to be honest. There are five booths then a tv on every booth then there's a comfort room. We'll be staying on a hotel in every country that we'll visit by the way.

I sat on a booth then Camila sat on the booth beside me. Ally was on the back of my booth then beside her is Dinah then at the back of Dinah is Normani. I put all my luggage in the compartment above my booth. I saw that Ally is struggling to put her luggage in the compartment because it was too high so i walked over to her then tapped her.

"Hey do you need any ---"

"Here, let me smallz." Dinah said then took Ally's luggage from her hands then put it easily at the compartment.

"Help." I whispered then sat back down on my booth. I looked at Camila and she was sleeping peacefully while hugging her banana pillow tight.

I looked around and everybody is settled and was asleep. I put on my earphones then blasted Chocolate by the 1975 since i really like this song. Minutes later, i fell in to a deep slumber.

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I woke up to the sound of someone grunting. I removed my earphones then i heard another grunt. I got up and walked over to the bathroom and peaked in then saw Ally on the floor with blood all over her wrist.

"ALLY WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" I shouted then grabbed the blade away from her hand. I looked at her and saw her face stained with mascaras and eyeliners because she was crying.

"P-Please. Leave m-me alone." She cried then tried to reach for the blade but i flushed it in the toilet.

"NO! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING! ARE YOU GOING TO KILL YOURSELF?!" I shouted then i felt someone pulling me back then pushed me on the ground.

"DON'T SHOUT AT HER YOU FUCKER!!" Dinah said then kneeled beside Ally then hugged her. She pulled Ally up then sat her on her booth.

"WHAT? SHE'S GONNA KILL HERSELF SHE NEEDS SOMEONE WHO'LL KNOCK HER OUT OF HER GODDAMN SENSE!!" I shouted then felt arms wrapped around my body. It was Camila. Dinah looked back at me then walked closer.

"Stop shouting at her. She is my bestfriend and i will not let you hurt her. Again."

"I'M NOT EVEN DOING ANYTHING!!" I shouted.

"YOU ARE DOING EVERYTHING THAT CAN HURT HER LAUREN!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA!! BECAUSE OF YOUR STUPID AMNESIA!!" Dinah shouted then Normani hold her.

"Dinah, stop it." Normani said.

"NO! You stop.it! I can't believe that you're actually supporting these liars!!" Dinah said. I looked at Ally and she is curled up in a ball while crying in her seat.

"No!! I refuse to believe that!! She is my bestfriend also so -- fuck my head." I said then dropped on my knees and held my head. Why am i seeing Ally. A lot of memories are rushing through.

I can see.. Ally.

I can see her. I'm kissing her. And i'm laying her on her back to the bed. I'm kissing her neck. What is this?!

"Babe. Babe are you okay?" I heard Camila ask then i opened my eyes. My head it really hurts.

"Let me sit you in your booth. We're about to land." Camila said then helped me sit on my booth. She fastened my seatbelt then she did the same.

Our jet landed at Singapore and the first to get out was Dinah and Lauren. Normani was next then Camila and I followed.

We got inside a car and the tension was so thick. I can feel the awkwardness and hatred all over the car and i can sense that Dinah is glaring at me. I just ignored her presence so no drama will happen again.

We arrived at the hotel that we are gonna stay. Camila and I decided to room together while Ally and Dinah is in the other room. Normani has the room all by herself.

I walked inside the room first then dropped my backpack on the floor and laid in the bed.

"Why am i kissing Ally?" I asked no one in particular.

"W-what?" Camila asked. I sat up.

"Awhile ago. I - .. I saw Ally in my memory.. I was kissing her. We -- We are going to make love." I said then lay down again.

"Stop thinking the past Lauren. Your mind is playing tricks on you only okay? We'll make new memories together remember?" Camila said while straddling my lap. She kissed my lips then tried to deepen it but i pulled out. She got up from my lap and i faced the other side.

The kiss that Camila and I shared. I felt nothing. But the kiss that i remembered awhile ago with Ally. I felt..

I felt everything.

WOAH THERE 👀