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Ally's POV

I picked up the phone from the table and answered it. I wonder why my mom is calling.

"Hello mom?" I said as i answered the call.

"GET YOUR GODDAMN ASS IN OUR HOUSE ALLYSON BEFORE I DRAG YOU OUT OF THAT HOTEL!!!" My mom shouted at me. I can feel her anger through the phone just by the way she talks to me.

"Mom, stop shouting please. Why should i get there? What the hell is happening?" I asked as i looked over to Lauren. She had a worried look on her face and i caressed her cheek. Im okay. I mouthed to her and she gave me a small smile.

"LAUREN JAUREGUI LOVES YOU?! YOUR PICTURE WITH LAUREN LAST NIGHT IS ALL OVER THE FUCKING NEWS PAPER ALLY!! YOU FUCKING KNOW THAT TROY WOULD BE SO FUCKING MAD ABOUT THIS!! HE IS ALREADY MAD AND IS ALREADY GOING CRAZY!!!" My mom shouted. I looked over at Lauren with the look of horror written all over my face. Put it on speaker. She told me and i did.

"YOU FUCKING ANSWER ME ALLYSON!! YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MAN CAN DO TO ME!! WHY ARE YOU SO STUPID FOR DOING SUCH WRONG DECISIONS!!!" She shouted while a tear rolled down my face. Lauren wiped it away and kissed me on my forehead.

"I-i'm so-sorry mother. I d-don't know what to do anymore. I don't love him. I-I love Lauren." I said and my mother gasped. Lauren took my hand and intertwined our fingers.

"NO ALLYSON!! THIS IS UNACCEPTABLE!! PACK YOUR THINGS AND COME HERE IN OUR HOUSE. WE WILL PLAN YOUR MARRIAGE WITH TROY!!!!" My mom said and hung up.

My phone slipped out of my hands as i hear those words. No, it's too early. I still have 1 year to make things right. No. I will not marry Troy.

I looked over at Lauren and she is shocked as well. She looked at me in the eyes. I cried at her shoulder and she hugged me and rub circles on my lower back.

"Lauren, i don't want to marry Troy. Please help me. Help us." I said as i cry. I don't know what to do anymore.

"Im sorry ally." Lauren said. I looked up at her with confusion written on my face. Why is she saying sorry?

"For what Lauren?" I said as I stopped crying for a minute.

"Pack your things Ally. Obey your mother." She said. I gasped at what she is saying to me right now. I can't believe what i am hearing right now. This isn't right.

"L-Lauren, a-are y-you letting m-me go?" I asked as tears started welling up in my eyes. Again.

"Im sorry Ally. I don't know what to do either. I can't disobey your mom. So you shouldn't too. Please. Im sorry." She said and i did what my mind just told me to do.

I slapped her. Right across the face. I grabbed the blanket as i was still naked and find my clothes. I found my clothes and wore them quickly. I get my luggage and put away all my belongings in there.

As i was about to leave, i looked over at Lauren and saw her crying.

"You love me huh? This is what love is yeah?" I said sarcastically. I wiped away the tears that is rolling down my face.

"I love you Ally." She said.

"I love you too Lauren but fuck you for letting me go." I said and rushed out of my hotel room with my luggage and backpack.

As i was walking out the hotel, i bumped into Normani. I said sorry as fast as i can and tried to exit the building but Normani was too fast and she grabbed my wrist.

"Where are you going?" Normani asked me. I cried for the nth time this day. She hugged me and i just cried into her chest.

"You won't understand Monibear. Let me go." I pleaded and she did. I wiped my cheeks and was about to leave but looked back at Normani again.

"Please go to my hotel room, Lauren is in there. Take care of her for me please. And tell her.." I stopped for a minute.

"Tell her i love her and i will never unlove her." I said. Normani just smiled and nod her head. I then rushed out of the building. I called a cab and told the driver my address. He nodded his head and drove away.

As i was looking outside the window of the cab, i thought about Lauren and the girls. I will miss them so much. I didn't even had the chance to see Dinah and Camila. I know that this would be the last time that i will be a a part of Fifth Harmony. I know that Troy would never let the girls attend our marriage. Especially Lauren.

Lauren.

I will miss that girl. I will miss her soft lips. I'll miss the cuddles that we share. I will miss the memories. The way she looked at me. Her smile. Her laugh. Her. I will miss her. I never felt this kind of feeling towards anyone else. She made me believe that i shouldn't care on what other people would say. But i was too late.

I am too late to tell her that i loved her. I love her. And i know that this feeling will never go away. This heart only beats for her and only her.

"Maam?" The driver poked me on my shoulder. "We're here." He said. I looked on the other side and saw our house.

I smiled at the cab driver and gave him money. I told him to keep the change. I got out of the cab and got my luggage on the compartment.

I walked over at our front porch and as soon as i reached our front door, i sighed and knocked. The door suddenly opened and there stood my father. He had a sad expression on his face. He let me come in on our house. I dropped my backpack and luggage on the floor and walked over at the kitchen assuming that my mother was there.

And she is. As soon as i saw her, i quickly run over at her and hugged her from behind. I heard her gasped a little. She faced me and hugged me back.

"Im sorry Ally. For the way i talked to you earlier. Im sorry for not letting you decide on your own but this is for the good. Im just protecting you and our family. Im sorry." She said and i heard sincerity in her voice.

"It's okay mom. I-I just c-can't deal with the f-fact that she l-let me g-go." I sobbed as my mother just hugged me. Moments later, i felt another body pressed into mine. It was my father and he is also hugging me and my mom.

I wiped the tears on my face and let go of my mom. I faced her and smiled at her.

"Cmon mom, let's start planning."