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get y'alls feels ready istg.

Lauren's POV

3 months later..

It is our last day on tour and we are now in the Philippines. I haven't talked to Ally ever since the jet incident. I never had the chance to talk to her. And ever since that day too, we decided to not sing our individual songs because Ally refused to sing her song.

Everytime i try to have an interaction with Ally on stage, Dinah always face Ally to her then interact with her. Everytime i tried to talk to Ally, Dinah will come out of nowhere and grab Ally. And sometimes, Ally would be the cause of Camila and I's fight.

As for Ally herself, she hasn't been the same Ally that every one is describing. All i saw in twitter was how they noticed that Ally became a lot thinner. A lot of fans says that Ally is depressed and i know that they are right.

And as for me, i miss her. Even though for the past 3 months i really don't have anything to remember other than the making love with Ally. I have this feeling inside of me that i miss her.  I want to touch her. And.. That i love her.

I know, i shouldn't be feeling this way because Camila and I were together for 3 months now. We're happy. We fight sometimes but we've been happy and the fans were happy. I am happy too, but there is something missing inside of me. Like a part of me is missing. Half of me is missing.

"Ready for tonight's show babe? This will be the last!" Camila said jumping up and down while the crew is doing my hair and make up.

"I'm excited too babe. After this we can go on dates and we can cuddle!" I said kinda excited.

I saw ally and Dinah walked inside the backstage with food on their hands. They were laughing and being so bestfriend goals and it's making me jealous. Dinah has been a bitch to me for the past 3 months. She talks to me but not in a friendly way. She's always annoyed whenever i talk to her.

We are all done and all set to give our fans the most amazing time. We did our usual routine of forming a circle and praying, this time, Ally was the one to lead the prayer.

She was reciting her prayer and all of their heads were bowed down and their eyes were closed except for me. I looked at her wrist. It was full of scars because of the self harm. I know that she's still doing it because i can see it from where i stand that her scars were still fresh.

We we're done with the prayer that Ally led. We gathered, still formed in a circle, to listen to will's words of encouragement.

"You girls just give all your best in tonight's show. This is your last day on tour so give your fans that is out there the best concert they've ever had!" Will said and we just wooed.

We made our way to our place to perform that's my girl.

"LET'S GO GIRLS!!" Normani screamed then the curtain dropped.

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We just finished performing our last song which is Work From Home and now we are bowing our heads and saying thank you to our Filipino Harmonizers. We waved and walked from left to right then blew kisses to them. Normani and Dinah was the first one to walke towards the backstage then Camila. I was still waving and blowing kisses to the fans when i saw a bracelet being thrown out on stage.

I saw Ally was about to walk on it and before i could stop her, she already slipped. She screamed at the top of her lungs and fell into her butt. I ran towards her then kneeled beside her.

"Ally, are you okay?" I asked and i saw her look up at me. I saw her eyes glistening with tears. I can feel my heart beating so fast because of how close i am to Ally. This is my first time for the past 3 months that i've had a contact with her.