Lauren's POV
I watched and listened as Ally sang the song that she wrote. I seriously tried my very best to fucking move my pinky finger just to make a sign that i was listening to her. I heard the song and the lyrics just hits me hard it made me cry.
I don't know what happened next because the last thing i know is everything is blur while i am crying and i blacked out.
I woke up inside a room that is so white. Like no other colors, just fucking white. I stood up and tried to walk but i still see nothing. I tried to run but i was going nowhere. Im still here.
I am so tired. I just want Ally to be with me right now. I want to hug her so tight and i want to kiss her and cuddle her. I miss her so bad. Tears started running down my face and i sat on the ground and put my knees up to my chest and i just cried.
I heard something dropped and i saw a familiar necklace that was on the floor. I picked it up and saw the necklace i bought Ally for her birthday. It was a gold locket with an engraved "A" on it, and inside was a picture of us wit the girls and on the other side was a picture of her with her family.
-- flashback --
Today is Ally's birthday and i am here, out in the street trying to find a gift for her. I want my gift to be something special and i want her to be so happy when she sees the gift.
I walked in on a jewelry shop and scanned everywhere for a perfect gift.
"Good morning Miss, what can i do for you?" A woman said. I looked up and saw that she is in mid 60's.
"Hi, um well i'm looking for a perfect birthday gift for a girl um.. for a special someone.." I said and blushed. Ally doesn't know that i love her but i still call her a special someone, not a friend.
"Oh!! I have the perfect gift for her." The woman winked at me and get something inside the glass closet. She pulled out a gold locket necklace.
"What is the first letter of that 'special someone' dear?" The woman asked.
"A." I said and she pulled out an engrave kit and start engraving a beautiful cursive letter A on the necklace. She put the necklace inside a red velvet box and put it on a cute paper bag.
"I'd give this to you in just $10. But i want you to tell her you like her as soon as possible okay? That girl won't be free forever." The woman said then handed me the paper bag then i handed her a $10.
"Thank you so much." I said and walked out of the shop and to the hotel that i've been staying. I walked towards my computer and printed out a picture of us with the girls and a picture of Ally with her family. I put it inside the locket and exited the building and drove to Ally's house.
I knocked on their door and Ally quickly opened it. I saw that the party is already starting and saw the 3 girls talking to Ally's family in the living room.
"Happy Birthday princess." I said and handed her the paper bag.
"Awww, thank you Lolo." She said and quickly opened my gift. When she opened the box, her eyes widened as she saw the golden necklace.
"Wow, L-Lauren. This is beautiful." She said. She opened the locket and smiled when she saw the picture inside.
"Can you put it on me?" She asked and i smiled and nodded. I grabbed the necklace and she faced the back so that i can put the necklace on her. When all is done, she hugged me tight and whispered that i can barely hear.
"I love you."
-- end of flashback --
I smiled as i remembered it while holding the necklace. I don't know why i suddenly remembered it but as soon as i held the necklace, flashbacks came rushing through.
I felt something dropped on my lap and saw a handkerchief. Wait, i know this. This is the handkerchief i handed Ally when she was crying on the X Factor. Where the fuck are these things coming from?!
"HELLO?!? IS ANYBODY IN HERE?!" I screamed but no one answered. I picked up the handkerchief and again, memories came rushing through.
-- flashback --
I was sitting on the lounge room of X Factor, sobbing because i didn't pass. I don't know what i would do with my life right now. This is my dream. But i didn't get through.
I heard sniffing and a loud cry beside me. I looked over to my right and saw a beautiful girl wearing a yellow top and a short with eyeglass on her eye. I took the handkerchief on my pocket and tapped her shoulder.
"Hey, maybe you need this." I said and smiled at her.
"Thank you."
"What's your name?"
"Ally. Ally Brooke Hernandez. You?" She asked and stopped crying for awhile.
"Lauren. Lauren Jauregui." I smiled. I heard my parents called me. I looked at them and they signalled to me that we are leaving.
"Everything's going to be okay Ally." I smiled and stood up. As we are about to walk outside, a woman walked out holding a paper.
"The judges wants these following people on stage." She said and i stopped walking. She called a lot of names and then i heard a familiar name.
"Ally Brooke." She said and Ally looked at me. I smiled at her and she walked inside clutching on to the handkerchief i gave her. The woman called other names and then called my name.
"Lauren Jauregui." She said then i looked at my parents and walked inside. I saw everyone having a nervous face written on their faces. I examined my surroundings and saw that i am standing beside a girl with a bow and pretty black girl.
"Ally can you go with the girls over there?" Simon said and Ally walked towards us. She smiled at me and stood in between me and the black girl.
"What do we have here?" Simon said.
"We called you as you are.." Simon said then the girl with a bow on her head smiled as if she already knows what is happening.
"Invited to the judge's house." Simon said and we all started to scream and jump. Ally looked at me and hugged me tight and i hugged her back. FUCK IM IN A GIRL GROUP.
-- end of flashback --
I let go of the handkerchief and looked around. No one is in here so where are these things coming from. Am i dreaming?! Am i dead?! What is happening.
"PLEASE IS SOMEONE IN HERE?!?" I screamed but my voice just echoed all throughout the room.
"Please lead me to Ally. I need her please." I cried then heard a voice.
"LAUREN!! Lauren wake up!! No you can't be dead please Lauren!! I need you!!" I know that voice. That is Ally!!
"ALLY!! IM ALIVE PLEASE ALLY DO YOU HEAR ME?!" I screamed but then memories of us came rushing through again. All of the memories kept on rushing through at the same time. I held my head because it hurts.
"FUCK STOP COMING IN MY HEAD AT THE SAME TIME!!" I screamed as i collapsed on the ground and held my head.
"Lauren, don't die on me please. I need you." I heard Ally's voice again and i cried. The memories on my head are becoming blurred. I tried to think of them but they are all just a blur. I saw Ally's face but it is slowly fading away. ALLY NO!! PLEASE!!
I screamed at the top of my lungs and the next thing i knew is i am at the hospital bed inhaling a big amount of air and saw doctors surrounding me with their mouth ajar and a short girl hugging my waist. Wait.
Who is she?
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