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Lauren's POV

No one spoke and all i saw was the beautiful short lady running out of the room with tears running down her face. My hands immediately let go of Camila's hands and tried to stop the short girl but nothing came out of my goddamn mouth.

"Camila, can we talk? Outside?" The black girl next to the tall girl said to Camila and Camila quickly nodded and followed her outside.

"Hi, i'm Dinah." The tall girl said and sat beside me taking over Camila's last position.

"Hi. Um.. who's the girl who just ran? I want to stop her but nothing came out of my mouth. I really do want to stop her and i don't know why." I said to Dinah.

"It's okay Lolo. You'll figure it out soon enough when your memories finds its way back to your head." Dinah said and i quickly shook my head.

"No, Camila said we'll make new memories instead of remembering the past. We'll make new memories as a couple." I said and Dinah's face fell.

"You can't do that Lolo. I swear you'll regret it." Dinah said.

"But why? You can be in my new memory too. And the girl who asked Camila if she can speak to Camila. And the girl who ran away. And Camila of course. Because she's my girlfriend an--"

"Camila is not your girlfriend. That girl who just ran? That was Ally and SHE IS YOUR GIRLFRIEND."

What?

"I really don't know what you're saying. Camila is my girlfriend. She told me that SHE is my girlfriend!! You're telling me li-- OUCH MY HEAD!!" My head started to ache because of the new information that i am getting. It's swirling all over my brain and i can't even contain a single information without my head getting hurt.

"Im sorry Lauren. Im sorry. Here just lie down okay? Im sorry." Dinah said over and over and i think she's about to cry.

"Its okay Dinah." I said and the door opened with Camila and the beautiful black girl Dinah was with before.

"What happened? Are you okay love?" Camila said and i nodded.

"CAMILA WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! STOP ACTING LIKE YOU'RE THE GIRLFRIEND. ALLY WILL GET HURT WHAT THE HELL." Dinah screamed.

"Let it go Dinah, she has her reasons and i think i get her. Just let her do her thing. By the way, hi Lauren. Im Normani." Normani shaked my hand and i smiled at her.

"So Camila? For real tho? Are we together? I don't get it. Who's Ally? Why would she get hurt?" I asked numerous of questions and they all just smiled at me, well, except for Dinah. I think she's pissed at Camila.

"Nothing to worry about sweetheart. I got it. Okay? You just rest first." She smiled at me and kissed my forehead. I nodded and closed my eyes.

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I woke up to the sound of my heart monitor. I looked around and saw Camila to my right resting her head on the side of my bed while sitting on a chair. She was sleeping and she is holding my hand.

I looked to my left and saw the girl that left awhile ago, lying on the couch sleeping too. She is so gorgeous. I think her name is Ally? Dinah told me that she is my girlfriend but i don't think so? Camila said she was my girlfriend.

I saw Ally squirming. I think she's having a bad dream. I couldn't reach her so i just tried calling her name without being too loud so Camila won't wake up.

"Ally. Hey. Wake up." I said, loud enough for here but not too loud so Camila will stay sleeping.

"Ally. Come on, it's a bad dream." I said and she opened her eyes. She looked around and saw me looking at her. Tears are starting to form in her eyes but she tried to fight it and sat up.

"Hey Lauren, you know me." She said and smiled at me.

"Yeah, Dinah told me your name awhile ago. When you left." I said and she just looked at me and bowed her head.

"Hey, are you okay?" I aked and she looked at me immediately. She smiled at me and nodded her head and she stood up. She walked over to me and saw Camila on the other side holding my hand. I intertwined her fingers and she looked away, tears falling from her eyes.

"Hey, are you sure you're okay? You're crying Ally. What is wrong?" I said and reached for her hand using my left hand. She took the chair near her and sat on my left side. She took my left hand and held onto it and cried while holding it.

"Everything, Lauren. Everything is wrong. I miss you." She said and i just looked at her. What does she mean everything?

"Well, i miss you too. I think. Are we like, bestfriends? Cause i don't think someone would miss me as much as you." I said and she just cried still holding my hand. She kissed it and looked at me.

"We're more than bestfriends." She said then kissed my knuckles again. I don't understand. What does she mean by that? I felt Camila squirm beside me and she lifted her head. She cracked her neck and she looked at me then at Ally then at our hands.

I pulled my hand away from Ally and rrached for Camila's hand then brought it up on my lips.

"Goodmorning, sunshine." I said then i heard Ally choked on her tears and stood up. She looked over at me and Camila.

"D-do you both n-need anything? I-i'm going t-to the cafeteria." She said fighting her tears.

"No, but i would like you to go home Ally. You look exhausted. But thank you for visiting me anyway." I said and smiled at her. She just nodded, her eyes full of tears. I can feel my heart breaking at the sight of her. Why does this feel all so wrong? Why does holding Camila's hand felt so wrong?

"O-Okay. I-i'll see you t-tomorrow Lolo." She said then quickly walked out of the door. The door was kinda slammed shut. It hurts. It hurts to see her leave and i don't know why i am having this kind of feeling.

I let go of Camila's hand and turn to the other side. My back facing her.

"Why does this all feel so wrong?" I asked.

"It doesn't. You just don't remember anything yet. But you don't have to. Cause we'll make new memories." Camila said then kissed my shoulders.

I don't want new memories. I wanna remember everything.

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hallo ☺