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Lauren's POV

I shot wide awake with tears streaming down my face while i am panting for dear life. I looked at my surroundings and found myself covered with flour and egg while sitting on a couch.

I looked at my side and saw a girl lying there, breathing and sleeping peacefully.

It's Ally.

It was all a dream.

I instantly woke her up with tears running down my face. She instantly woke up, rubbed her eyes as she opens them.

I cried with my whole being and hugged her very tight. Ally is alive. It was all just a dream. I cried so hard my voice can be heard by our neighbors already.

"Lauren, baby, are you okay?" She cooed as she stroked my hair as i just hugged her tight. My fucking baby is alive.

"Oh my god." I said as i checked everything on her. Her hands, her cheeks, her mouth, i even opened her eyes a little more wider just to check and she is really alive.

"Oh my god Allyson, you're alive." I said as i hugged her once more while still crying.

"Of course i'm still alive babe. The last thing i remembered is you tickling me and you just stayed quiet and you fell asleep. What happened love?" She asked then she kissed my lips.

I deepened the kiss as i tried to push down my tongue inside her mouth just to make sure she's alive and this is all real. My girlfriend is alive.

I pushed her down on the couch and hovered over her. She wrapped her legs around my waist and i kissed her like i've never kissed her before. I went down to her neck and kissed her a lot harder there.

"L-Lauren..."

I suck on the spot where i made her moan and she moaned once more, but a little bit more louder.

"Baby... Please.." she begged as im kissing the middle of her boobs. I stopped right away and looked straight into her eyes.

"I love you so much." Then i hugged her so tight. I can still hear Ally's rigid breathing from what i've done.

"Sorry if i won't be able to continue your desires right now baby, i just really need to hold you right now. My fucking dream killed me oh my god." I said and just hugged Ally.

"Baby, for real. What happened?" And that is the time i told her what have had happened.

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"Babe that's fucking ridiculous and scary." Ally said while drawing circles to my lap. Yep, i know. Ally Brooke just cussed. That's how fucked up my dream was.

"I know baby, but it felt so real and im just scared. Troy, he's fucking crazy. He'll do everything just to get you. I don't want to lose you once again Ally. I fucking love you to death.. I.. I..." And that's when i started bawling my eyes out.

You see, do you just have that one person in your life wherein you really don't want that person to be taken away from you and just the thought of someone taking that person away from you just kills you so damn hard?

Yep, that's what i'm feeling right now.

Losing Ally Brooke over again would fucking kill me. Literally.

"Baby, i just want you to know that no one and nothing can ever take me away from you. God will be the center of this relationship and i believe that we will survive this as long as we both fight for our love. I love you so much Lauren. You have no idea what pain i've been through just to be in this place right now. Just to get you right back in my arms. I won't let anyone take you away from me once more. I've already conquered that damn amnesia, whoever or whatever comes next is just a piece of cake to me. That's how much i love you, okay?" Ally said.

I just stayed silent and looked into her brown eyes. I realized that having Ally Brooke as a girlfriend is the best thing that can ever happen to anyone. God could've given this chance to someone else but he chose me. He chose me to be Ally Brooke's partner.

"I love you so much." I said as i kissed her lips softly.

"I love you too Lauren." Ally said then smiled widely. She is so damn beautiful. I'm so lucky to have such gorgeous, talented and loving girlfriend in the whole world.

We are just sitting there, my arms around Ally's shoulder and her head resting into my chest. Im just drawing some circles on her shoulder and kept thinking of something.

I really don't want her to be away from me anymore. I want to make sure that Ally would be mine for the rest of my life. Having her in my life has been the most wonderful experience that i had in my existence and losing her is just a fucking terrible idea to happen.

So i smiled widely as i closed my eyes. Having her in my life forever would be the greatest thing that can ever happen to me. Watching her walk down an isle coming to me just to say those two words that i'd like to hear. I smiled widely.

She is the epitome of beauty. I can't imagine life without her and i won't waste any more time. I know what i should do and what i need to do.

I hugged her tightly as my eyes are just closed. Hoping that she would be accepting what i can offer. As i slowly fall asleep, i can feel her arms going around my waist as she hugged me tight as well. And the last thing i heard from her before i fall asleep was my sign that what im planning to do is right.

"I can't wait to spend the rest of my days like this with you Lauren. I love you."

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I KNOW RIGHT, ONE YEAR OF NO UPDATE THINKING THAT ALLY IS DEAD, LEAVING Y'ALL HEARTBROKEN BECAUSE OF THIS THEN COMING BACK JUST TO TELL Y'ALL ITS JUST A DREAM? I KNOW WHAT U FEEL AND IM SORRY.

HEY GUYS ITS BEEN AWHILE. IM SO SORRY FOR BEING IN HIATUS FOR SUCH A LONG PERIOD OF TIME BUT NO NEED TO WORRY, IM BACK AND IM FINISHING UP THIS BOOK. SO ONE MORE CHAPTER AND THIS BOOK IS DONE THATS WHY IM ASKING Y'ALLS HELP TO GIVE ME SOME IDEAS FOR THE NEXT BOOK THAT I'LL BE PUBLISHING. JUST COMMENT DOWN YOUR THOUGHTS OR WANTS FOR THE NEXT BOOK AND I'LL CHECK IF I CAN MAKE IT HAPPEN. LOVE LOTS.

- h