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Ally's POV

We arrived at the hotel that we will be staying 30 minutes after we arrived at the airport. Lauren texted me saying that she will visit me in my room later tonight before she go to sleep.

We got out of the vann and entered the hotel. It was beautiful and huge. We walked towards the reception and they gave us the keys, after that we went straight to the elevator and entered immediately when the door opened. I walked to the corner then Lauren was beside me, Camila was beside her then Normani and Dinah in front of us.

I felt someone playing with my left hand since my right was tapping something on my phone. I looked at Lauren and she was on her phone, her left hand carrying the phone while her right hand fiddles with mine.

I smiled and just intertwine our pinky finger.

"Lauren." Camila called and we almost jumped because she called Lauren out of nowhere. I let go of Lauren's pinky, already missing her touch, then she looked at Camila.

"Yes?"

"I'll miss you." I heard Camila whisper and Lauren just smiled. I tried to fight back the tears that is threatening to fall from my eyes. I don't deserve this. I should've fought for Lauren. In the first place, she is mine. She loves me, before this whole amnesia thing happened, she was mine. I am the one that she loves.

I don't deserve this. I don't deserve to be hidden. I feel like i'm complicating their relationship. But she's mine, right?

I heard the elevator ding then the door opening. We reached the floor and we exited the elevator, trailing behind Camila and Lauren with their fingers intertwined. Lauren keeps looking back at me but i refuse to look at her. I just can't. Seeing her with Camila depresses me.

I unlocked my hotel room and sighed. I inhaled deeply then exhaled. I walked further to my hotel room then settled my things. I put out my notebook, which consists of lyrics. Songs that i am writing. I flip through the pages and landed on the song that i wrote for Lauren.

Gonna get better.

I read it and tried to sing it again, the last time i sang this was when Lauren was still in comatose. I was crying, bawling my eyes out telling her to wake up. And she did. But when she woke up, she didn't remember me. She.. She pushed me away.

I heard my phone ding signalling that a text came up. I looked at it and saw Dinah's contact name.

Dinah: come thru smallz, lauren decided to explain it to me now with you.

Ally: sure, im just gonna change.

Dinah: alright :)

I put down my phone then did what i told Dinah, i changed in to my Penguin pyjamas then put on slippers. I put the notebook inside the drawer beside my bed then I picked up my phone then exited my hotel room, i walked on the other side of the hallway, since we're not all close to each other and knocked on Dinah and Lauren's room. Dinah opened the door and smiled at me then let me in.

Lauren looked up from her phone then smiled and walked over to me. She hugged me tight by my waist and i wrapped my arms around her neck.

"I miss you." Lauren whispered.

"I miss you too." I felt a hand pulling me off of Lauren.

"I know you guys want each other so bad but excuse me, no PDA in front of me unless you explain." Dinah smirked at us and Lauren just hit her in the shoulder.

"No hitting me too or i will expose you." Dinah threatened, my eyes widened the i hit Lauren in the shoulder.

"Apologize!" I said and Lauren pouted. I shaked my head no and she glared at Dinah.