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Ally's POV

6 months later..

Lauren hasn't woken up yet. It's been the worst 6 months of my life. I can't hear her beautiful voice, i can't see her mesmerizing eyes. I can't cuddle with her nor kiss her. I am so depressed on what was happening right now. All i want to happen is Lauren waking up from this coma.

Dinah and Normani visits very often since they decided to go home to their families first. Sometimes they call to see if Lauren moved or had any signs that she will be awoken. Camila, on the other hand, visits 3 times a week. She always volunteers to watch over Lauren if i have something to do and i appreciate her so much.

For the past 6 months, i always felt something different. Like, someone watching over me. I don't know if i'm just hallucinating or what. There's this time that i was in the kitchen and i put my phone on the counter to get something out of the fridge, when i turned back to get my phone i saw my phone on the other side of the counter. Another one is i'm at my room getting some things to bring at the hospital then i heard a loud thud on the floor then i saw my magazines on the floor. It's creeping me out but i'm brushing the thought off of my head.

I was at the ICU sitting on the chair beside Lauren's bed. I looked over at her heart monitor and it was beating normally.

"Hi Lauren. It's been 6 months and you haven't woken up yet. I miss you baby." I said and grabbed her hands and intertwined it with mine.

"You know, something freaky has been happening to me. I think there's ghost following me." I said and chuckled. I looked at Lauren and examined her face. Her face isn't swollen anymore.

"You're so beautiful baby you know? I'm just so lucky to have you." I said and wiped away the tear that escaped from my eye. I grabbed the piece of paper that was on my pocket remembering why i was here with her.

"Hey baby by the way, i wrote a song. You wanna hear it?" I said expecting a single movement or any sign that she wants to hear my song. I saw her pinky finger move upwards and i gasped. I put my hand over my mouth and looked at her.

"Baby you moved. Let's try it again okay? Do you wanna hear the song i wrote? If you can hear me, move your pinky finger again." And right after i said that, she moved her pinky finger upwards. I just smiled at her and unfolded the paper.

"Okay then, atleast we're having signs that you can hear me. I'm going to sing it for you and i actually wrote this for you Lauren." I said and sighed.

I'm not gonna leave you now

Oh i know it's gonna get better

I'm not gonna leave you now

Oh i know it's gonna get better

I won't leave you for money man

No matter what we go through

I'm not gonna leave you now

Oh i know it's gonna get better

I smiled as i looked over at Lauren. I just love her so much and i won't leave this girl. I won't replace her with anything in this world. I would be very happy if i can spend the rest of my life with her. I seriously love her.

I don't know why,

you always think that i

always think that im unsatisfied

that i'm tempted by kings

with the finest of things

but you know that ain't got no truth

I remember when i was talking to Lauren and i am guessing what kind of man he wants to marry.

-- flashback --

I was sitting at the lounge of Ellen Degeneres with Lauren beside me. We have an interview in a few minutes and  I decided to guess what kind of man she wants to be with when the right time comes.

"No Ally, i'm not into guys." Lauren said and i gasped.

"Wait, so you like girls? Omg Lauren that's cute!!" I said and was so happy that my bestfriend finally came out of the closet.

"Hmm, well let me guess what kind of man do you like." Lauren said and i smiled.

"Okay, hmm i think you want that kind of man who is sophisticated and rich. With built muscle and a beautiful face." Lauren said. I shook my head no and looked at her.

"Why do you think i like rich man?" I said pouting.

"Because i think you deserve to be treated as a princess and everything that you want should be given to you quickly." Lauren said and i just smiled at her. I adore this girl.

-- end of flashback --

I don't know why

you always think that i'm

unhappy with our paradise

that i'm wanting the trees

that are growing the green

when you know all i want is you

I brought Laurens hand up to my mouth and kissed her hand gently. I miss her so bad.

I thought you knew me better babe

than to think that i would do you that way

i don't need a house in the hills and i,

i don't need a man like midas

I thought you knew me better babe

than to think that i would do you that way

i don't need a house and a benz i just,

i just want your love ohhhh

I stopped singing for awhile and just cried. I just can't seem to afford seeing Lauren lying on this hospital bed. I want to see her on my bed sleeping peacefully. Not here, not where she is fighting for her life. I just need her.

I'm not gonna leave you now

Oh i know it's gonna get better

I'm not gonna leave you now

Oh i know it's gonna get better

I won't leave you for money man

No matter what we go through

I'm not gonna leave you now

Oh i know it's gonna get better

I stopped singing and looked at Lauren.

"Well that's the song babe. I hope you heard it all and i hope that you'll be hearing this too. Lauren, pease wake up. I-I don't know what i would do without you. Please stop scaring me and start trying to wake up. I know you're trying but please try harder because i fucking need you. And hey, i'm cursing now you need to hear this babe. Please. I love you Lauren." I said and hugged Lauren's arm.

I heard Lauren's heart monitor creating a straight beeping sound. I looked at the monitor and saw Lauren's heartbeat going flat line. I looked at her and saw tears streaming down her face. I quickly pushed the button that was placed above her bed to call doctors.

"Lauren?!?!" I said and she started shaking

"Maam, i need you to step outside and let us do our jobs." The doctor said but i pulled away.

"NO, LAUREN!! LAUREN!! HOLD ON BABY PLEASE!!" I screamed and tears started falling from my eyes again.

I felt someone touched my shoulder and pulled me out of the room. I saw Lauren vigorously shaking and i cried some more.

"Lauren, hold on. Please Lauren, i love you and i will marry you." I said as i pulled out the ring out of my pocket and kissed it.

sorry..