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Lauren's POV

"L-Lauren what d-do you m-mean? It's m-me A-Ally." The short girl said and tried to reach for my hand but i pulled it away quickly.

"I don't know you. Who are you? Bring me my parents. I need my mo- Ouch! My head, it hurts" I said while quickly holding my head. Fuck my head fucking hurts what the fuck is happening.

"Ally, please step outside for awhile. We will try to ask Lauren a few questions. Just stay outside first and call her parents." The doctor said and she nodded. When she stepped outside, the doctor sat beside me and asked me questions.

"Well Lauren, im going to ask you some questions and if you can't take it anymore, jist tell me okay?" The Doctor said and i nod.

"Okay, well what's your full name? And what are your parents name?"

"Well, i'm Lauren Michelle Jauregui. I'm 19. My mother's name is Clara and my father's name is Mike." I said.

"Do you have any siblings?"

"Yes, i remember them. 1 brother and 1 sister. Chris and Taylor." I said remembering their faces instantly. I smiled.

"Well, that's good to hear. Other than that? Do you remember something? About your career? Friends? Lovelife?" The doctor said and i just stared at the wall. I don't remember anything. I just know that i have my family. But friends? Career? Lovelife? No. They're all blur.

"No doctor, im sorry i don't remember anything." I said then quickly looked at the glass window. There stood 4 girls.

"Well, now that you're looking through the glass window, can i ask if you know any of them?" The doctor said and i tried to remember.

"Well, i kind of known the three of them. Like my vision is totally blur but i know i've seen them somewhere. Except.." I pointed towards the short girl. "That girl. I don't know her. I completely don't have any vision of her." I said and looked at the short girl. I saw her tearing up and my heart broke. I don't know why but i just shook it off.

"Well, okay that's all for now. I'm going now and i'll talk to your parents. After that, i'll let them see you." The doctor said and smiled.

"Thank you." I said and laid back on the bed and quickly fell into a deep slumber.

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My head is still throbbing when i woke up and i am now in a private recovery room but i don't care. All i want to do is remember everything. And the doctor said about career and lovelife? Really? I do have a boyfriend? Career? What am i doing? Why can't i remember anything?

"WHAT. THE. FUCK. IS. WRONG. WITH. YOU?!?!?" I said as i hit my head everytime i say those words.

"Mija, stop that." A soft voice said.

"Who are you? I know that i know you but i can't seem to remember. I actually really can't remember i'm sorry." I said and tears started to fall from my eyes.

"It's okay. It's me. Camila. Your girlfriend. And i am here to help you remember everything." Camila said.

Girlfriend? What? I'm gay?

"Really? You're my girlfriend? I'm sorry i really can't remember anything."

"It's fine babe. That's why i am here. I am here to protect you and guide you. Instead of remembering the past, why don't we create a new one instead?" Camila smiled at me and i smiled back.

"You're right. It is so much easier to make new memories than remember the past. I would love to make new memories with you babe." I said and i hope she's okay with me calling her babe because she's my girlfriend, right?

"Alright then. Do you want me to go out? Do you need anything? I'm always here for you Lauren okay?" Camila said and i smiled at her.

"Why don't you sit beside me and hold my hand, 'girlfriend'." I said and she laughed. She pulled back the chair that was near the window and she sat.

"Can i hold your hand?" She asked me and i just took her hand and intertwined our fingers.

It is very weird that i feel nothing when our hand connected. I don't know why but i know that when you have a girlfriend or if you love a person, you would feel some 'spark' or 'electricity' running through your veins when you hold that someone but to Camila? I felt nothing. I just felt her cold hand. Nothing more.

"Are you okay baby?" Camila asked me.

"Yeah, im good." I said and quickly after i said that, 3 young girls entered my room and their eyes almost popped out of their eye sockets from what they just saw.

"Camila? What are you doing? Why are you holding Lauren's hand?" The tall girl with blonde hair said and i quickly answered her.

"What's wrong with this? She's my girlfriend. I can hold her like this right?" I asked them and their face fell instantly.

All i saw was a beautiful short girl running out of the room with tears running down her face. What made me more confuse was why do i have the need to stop her?

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