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Ally's POV

I was shocked.

So shocked.

Lauren loves me and i didn't even notice. All the stares and looks she has given me.

"What did you say Lauren? You love me?" I asked her, my voice full of confusion.

"You bastard!!!" Troy said and pushed Lauren hard that she fell on the the floor.

I was stunned. Completely out of words yet still very concerned of what was happening right before my eyes.

"LAUREN!!!" Camila shouted and launches on Troy to keep him away from Lauren. I came back to my senses and saw Lauren aiming for a punch on my boyfriend's face. I ran to her and hugged her from behind. I felt her body tense up and slowly calm down when she saw that it was me who was hugging her.

"Lauren, no. Please." I said while i weep. She instantly lets down her arm that was about to punch Troy. I tried to lighten her mood up but to no avail, her body suddenly faced the other direction because Troy slapped her in the face.

"STAY AWAY FROM ALLY YOU LESBIAN!!!" Troy said as he tries to pull me away from Lauren.

"NO!! YOU LET GO OF HER YOU FUCKING BASTARD!!" Lauren shouted and tightened her grip on my arm.

I knew exactly what i had to do. I needed to do this.

"LAUREN!!! Let go of me!! Please." I said, already crying.

I knew from that moment on that i broke one of my bestfriend's heart. I looked at her face and immediately saw tears streaming down her eyes. She let go of my arm and allowed me to follow my will.

"Ally. You're picking this bastard over Lauren?" Dinah says while looking deep into my eyes.

"I'm sorry." I said as i tug on Troy's arm and pulled him to get out of the room. I picked my bag up that was lying on the floor while i still have Troy's arm on my hand. We quickly escaped all the drama that i knew was going to happen if we stayed longer than planned.

We stormed out of the room and i stopped right in front of the door and cried for a little while. I didn't know what to do. Lauren loved me. I started loving Troy ever since that incident happened and i have nothing to do about it.

Troy pulled his arms out of my hold and he gripped my right arm tightly and stared right at me.

"Don't you dare go near that girl again Allyson. I am warning you." Troy told me while his grip is tightening every single second.

"Troy, i can't. She's with me whether you like it or not. We're in a group can't you understand that?" I said with so much hate on my voice. Yes he is with me but that doesn't mean that he will run my whole life. He's not the boss of me.

"Allyson, shut up. You won't go near that girl again. She is a lesbian!!! Don't let me tell this to your mother or you will be screwed." Troy said and i instantly froze. The fucking deal.

I am so sorry God for cursing but i loathe them all. This deal is bullshit but i still need to do this. It's for my own sake.

"Yes Troy, i will TRY to stay away." I said. I looked down at my arm that he was holding at it is already becoming red because of the force.

"Troy, it hurts. Please let go of me." I said with pleading evident on my voice.

"No Ally, you won't try. You will not go near that girl again even if it means you would quit Fifth Harmony!!!" Troy shouted at me and lets go of my arm and walked fast.

I slid down on my knees and cried for the longest period of time. It hurts. I am so confused on what was happening. I didn't mean to upset Troy. I don't want to hurt Lauren. I just want it all to end.

I snapped out of my thoughts when i hear my phone buzzing on my bag. I grabbed it and saw that Simon is calling.

S: Allyson! How are you?
M: I'm fine Simon, thank you. Why did you call?
S: I just want to inform you and the girls that you all will go to a party tonight. For publicity of course.
M: I can't Simon. I'm not feeling so well right now.
S: Ally you need to do this if you want your girl group to be more famous. This party is huge and media will be all over.
M: Okay Simon, i will go. Have you told the girls yet?
S: Yes. I called Lauren awhile ago but Normani picked it up for her.

Lauren. She'll be there.

M: Oh. Okay. Well i have to go get ready it's getting late i am not yet dressed so see you later Si.
S: See you too Ally.

I hung up the phone and went to my car. I drove up to the hotel that me and the girls are staying and went to my hotel room. The girls are probably getting ready too because i can hear them laughing on the next room.

I wonder if they will ever miss me if i will quit Fifth Harmony. They don't need me, obviously. They are all deserving to be on Fifth Harmony while i am the outcast.

I finished all the things i have to do and i am already dressed in just a simple black tube dress that stop just above my knees and i a wearing black stilletos to match it.

I walked out of my room and saw that girls already locking their doors. Camila locking the hotel room that her and Dinah share. And Normani locking the hotel room that her and Lauren was sharing. I saw Lauren beside Normani and she just wore a simple jeans and a red flannel that is unbuttoned and she has a black sleeveless shirt inside. She looks so beautiful. Her hair was just down. Just like the typical Lauren hairstyle.

I saw Lauren looked my way and i quickly looked away because i don't want to see her because of what i have done. I just broke her heart.

"Ready to go Ally?" Normani asked me and i was kinda shocked because one of them actually talked to me.

"Uh y-yeah. Come on now girls." I said and quickly walked through the hallways and to the elevator. We rode the elevator and when we got to the lobby, paparazzis are everywhere. There are a lot of them and i was scared because they are already circling all over us.

I felt someone grab my arm and hug me from the side. I saw Lauren looking straight in my eyes.

"It's fine Allycat. I got you. Okay?" Lauren said.

How can she be so nice even if i already broke her heart. We walked past all the paparazzi and got in the car. I sat on the very back of the van and Lauren sat next to me. She held took my hand and interlaced it with hers then looked at me.

"You look gorgeous Ally." She said.

"T-thank you Lauren. You don't look bad. You're pretty." I said and smiled. She held my hand the whole car ride and i felt butterflies on my stomach.

Wait. What?

HI GUYS SORRY TO KEEP YOU WAITING BUT I WILL UPDATE TOMORROW OR THE DAY AFTER THAT. FORGIVE ME. I LOVE YOU ALL.