Our Weird And Wonderful Family(lilo family, zianourry) ✔️

Chapter 8

Zayns POV

Life sucks. I kinda wrote a song for Niall, it's called Over Again.

If you're pretending from the start
Like this, with a tight grip
Then my kiss can mend your broken heart
I might miss
Everything you said to me
And I can lend your broken parts
That might fit, like this
And I will give you all my heart
So we can start it all over again

Again we take the same road
Two days in the same clothes
And I know just what he'll say
If I can make all this pain go
Can we stop this for a minute
You know I can tell that your heart isn't in it, or with it
And tell me with your mind, body and spirit
I can make your tears fall down like the showers that are British
Whether we're together or apart
We can both remove the masks
And admit we regret it from the start

If you're pretending from the start
Like this, with a tight grip
Then my kiss can mend your broken heart
I might miss
Everything you said to me
And I can lend your broken parts
That might fit, like this
And I will give you all my heart
So we can start it all over again

You'll never know how to make it on your own
And you'll never show weakness for letting go
I guess it's still hard if the seed's sown
But do you really want to be alone?

If you're pretending from the start
Like this, with a tight grip
Then my kiss can mend your broken heart
I might miss
Everything you said to me
And I can lend your broken parts
That might fit, like this
And I will give you all my heart
So we can start it all over again

If you're pretending from the start
Like this, with a tight grip (yeah)
Then my kiss can mend your broken heart
I might miss
Everything you said to me
And I can lend your broken parts
That might fit, like this
And I will give you all my heart
So we can start it all over again

Is it weird that I wrote the whole song except the first verse. That's what I am, messed up. I miss him being my little Nialler, that I would protect when we go to school, that I would love with all my heart. What's changed? I have, it's not Niall's fault and I thought I would've felt something if I beat him up, something like strength and more hatred. The thought of him being hurt appealed to me but I got nothing out of this. Nothing but remorse. I should apologise to him, yeah that's what I'm gonna do.

When I arrive at St Mary's hospital, my palms got sweaty and my heart seemed to beat out of my chest. Niall could forgive me, probably not but a boy can only try.

"H-h-ey Nialler" I say quietly when I walk into his room

"No ones here but me. Beat me up if you want to, I don't care." Guilt just flooded me, but I stay collected and calm like I was supposed to

"Look Nialler, I never meant all of it, I suppose I'm just jealous because you're so popular yet you're so kind to everyone. I'm not popular, I only have typical punk, badass friends yet you have everyone in the school as your friend. We used to be best friends, brothers yet I ruined our friendship. I don't deserve for you to forgive me, but can you at least consider?" I begged desperately

"Yes! Of course I'll forgi-" Niall was interrupted by Liam storming through the door

"Zayn get out of here unless Niall says you can stay" Liam demanded

"Yup he can stay!" Niall answered his father

"Fine!" Liam screamed, storming out of the room like a young school kid.