Love At First Sight

Chapter 13

Justin's POV

I wake up with my princess holding onto me really tight. I look down at her, she's facing me and her eyes are closed but she's frowning and her face is all scrunched up. She's pouting at me and she's mumbling things. "Justin, don't leave, I love you... stop...nooo....don't go...you gotta listen to me.....I need you....I'm nothing without you....Justin...I love you....WAIT.....STOP...NOOOO!" She's dreaming about me. Doesn't sound like a good dream to me. There's tears streaming down her face. She's really tugging on my arm and she won't stop moving and kicking around. I have to wake her up.

"Demi? Baby? Dems wake up..." I say shaking her slightly. She doesn't wake up, she's just shouting for me not to leave her. I do the same thing again trying to wake her up and she still doesn't wake up. I know what to do. I hover her and kiss her on the lips, hoping she'll wake up. I pull away and watch her wake up with a jolt, I've never seen a more terrfied look on her face in my life.

"J-Justin?" her voice was really quivering.

"Yes it's me baby, Dems you were having a bad dream and you wouldn't wake up so I had to kiss-"

"Oh my God Justin it was awful. I dreamt that you hated me and you wanted to leave me and never come back and you didn't love me anymore and you never wanted to talk to me ever again I don't even know what I did wrong I can't even remember and you were saying all this stuff about dumping me and going after someonne else that was better than me and you wouldn't listen to me when I tried to explain and-" she's like hysterical and crying....she's freaking out so much, saying all this weird stuff in one breath...it's freaking ME out. I cut her off by kissing her and gently pushing her back down into bed. 

"Sshh...no no no it's okay baby, breathe....calm down. I'm right here, you're okay, look at me... you're safe. I would never hate you, I would never wanna leave you, you mean everything to me, you're my world Demi, I've told you this a billion times already, you should know this....I'll forever protect you...I have never said and would ever say any of that crazy stuff... I'll love you until I die...I'll never stop loving you and I'd always...and I mean ALWAYS listen to you if you explained something to me....so just relax Demi." I said wiping her tears.

"Okay... thanks Justin for comforting me, that was the worst dream ever. I love you so much." Her voice was cracking from crying so hard. She started looking around the room still a bit worried, she was exhausted too. She had like little dark circles under her eyes. I saw her yawn like 4 times and her eyes drooping down while I was talking to her. She's out of it this morning. My baby's had a bad morning.  

"I love you too Dems....wanna go back to sleep baby? You look really tired still...go back to sleep beautiful." I saw her nod her head so I just held onto her tight, snuggling her onto my chest and started massaging her head to help keep her calm and she just went straight back to sleep. Poor Dems.

I was sitting up in bed still awake with Demi asleep on my chest, I was still running my fingers through her hair. I just thought to myself why would she dream about such a bad thing? All that stuff she was saying is just nonsense. I've never said anything horrible to her that would hurt her in any way ever since we first met. That's just craziness. I don't know where that came from and I really don't know what made her think that. It was all in her head though, it's not real. So happy it's not real. And the fact that she was so distraught and broken looking at me when she was trying to tell me what was wrong...it was actually heartbreaking for me to see her that upset and terrified over something and her voice was cracking real bad so it hurt my heart even more and made me even more worried. I just hate seeing her upset by anything really. I know deep in my heart that I would never leave her for anything or anyone. I love her more than anything. She's my girl. She's my baby forever and I love her with all my heart. If she's upset about something, I'll be right there with her no matter what. She's my rock. If she gets hurt, I'll be there to comfort her and reassure her. I'll protect her when she needs to be protected. If she falls, I'll be there to catch her. If she's worried or nervous, I'll be there to help her relax and calm down. I would never ever ever ever do anything to hurt my flawless angelic babygirl.