This Can't Be// Shawn Mendes

McCoy Family and Sex Talk

*Shawn's POV*

I woke up this morning with a hangover that was really soft on me, but Macky's will be worse. I stared at the wall as I had my arms wrapped around this petite, dirty blonde, blue grey eyed, wild girl. She was perfect, the dream girl every guy wishes for. My head rested on hers and she held my hand gently as she slept, I don't know why but she always did when we were growing up and having sleepovers for the past 10 years.

I closed my eyes and I heard the door open "Mack-" it was her mom and she sighed happily. "What am I going to do with you two?" she chuckled and walked out and closing the door. I opened my eyes and smiled, Macky rolled over and faced me.

I played with her hair and kissed her head. "Mackenzie! Mom said breakfast is ready!" her little brother Dylan was banging on the door and she groaned and covered her face with a pillow.

"Shut up, it's too early for this crap" she mumbled and got up. I watched her and she went to the bathroom to brush her teeth, she looks hot in my flannel and it was open. Her butt looks great and her boobs. I smiled and got up "Morning" she said spitting out the toothpaste and rising her mouth and walking away. I did the same and grabbed a pair of shorts from the drawer of clothes I have.

Macky was just laying on the ground and hugged a huge teddy bear I got her for her 15th birthday earlier this month. September 13. I got a picture of her and laughed softly. I put on a tank top and there was banging at the door "Mackenzie! Get up!" both of her younger siblings were banging now, Dylan and Brooklyn.

"Sta 'zitto! Sto arrivando! [Italian:Shut up! I'm coming!]" she sat up and walked out as I followed. "I hate parties and hangovers" she mumbled going downstairs. I laughed and she was still only in a flannel buttoned up and undergarments.

I followed slowly behind "Good morning, how was the party?" I heard her dad say and I stood at the stairs looking at pictures.

"Fine, hungover."

"Let's eat, so how did you get home?"

"Shawn, he walked me back" she is so grumpy with hangovers.

I heard them laughing "He's your boyfriend. That's why your wearing his flannel" Brooklyn said giggling. A smile formed on my lips.

"Sta 'zitto [Italian:Shut up]" she said annoyed. I walked over and smiled, her parents looked at me with the wrong idea. "It's not like that all we did was sleep, I was too drunk" I sat next to her and made myself a plate.

Mrs. McCoy smiled at me "Why not? I don't see the problem, you're a good guy, Shawn. He's nice, takes care of you even though you a pain, and looks after you." I almost spit my juice out of my mouth. "Why not with some you trust and care about too?" I looked at Macky and her jaw dropped.

"It's not like that, Mama McCoy" I said. Dylan was only 5 and Brooklyn was 7 so they didn't really know what we were talking about.

Macky rolled her eyes "It's not, okay. Drop it." She was already annoyed us.

"Non al meglio la vostra troppo giovane per questo [Italian: It better not your too young for that]" her dad, Jason, said to us. "For you hands to yourself, I saw you two sleeping last night." Whenever it came to Macky or his kids in general he was so strict with them. He was a war veteran and scary sometimes "You could wait to till your married."

Macky just groaned "What the hell!?! I'm old enough to make my own decisions, I don't need you making my decisions. Mum!" she said raising her voice.

"Babe, she could make her own decisions. Plus I know Shawn will be careful with our baby girl" she looked at me and I sighed.

I looked at Macky and her head was in her hands. She was really done with this. "We aren't having you know and plus it would be weird after."

"Well not if your dating" her mom said in response and smiling. This is so awkward. When we were younger both of our moms pushed us to date or they would say they picture us together with kids and everything.

Mackenzie groaned loudly as her siblings laughed "Cadere Mum! Voi ragazzi siete così imbarazzante ![Italian:Drop it Mom! You guys are so embarrassing!] I don't need you guys telling me what to do! You guys are barely here for majority of our lives" she said stand up as she raised her voice.

I sighed softly and looked at her "Macky..." I looked over at Dylan and he was about to cry. "Not now" she sighed and just left the table and going to her room.

I sat there looking down there was a loud slam from the door and we all jumped. Brooklyn calmed Dylan down and I sighed finishing up my food "Could you talk to her please...?" I nodded and left the table.

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"I can't believe she did that, like no one gets it and treat me one a baby. Mom is so annoying" Macky was just rambling about the conversation. "I fucking hate being a virgin, I have to deal with this whilst being embarrassed. A sophomore and a virgin looks really bad and I just want to loose it now." Macky plopped down on the bed facing the ceiling.

I sighed and looked day her "I got an idea" this is the worst idea I ever had.

"Well, enlighten me with your knowledge" she said sarcastically and going to her closet for clothes.

I rolled you eyes and flicked her off "Shut up. So you trust me right?" she just nodded and changed into a fresh outfit. "Well, why not me then. I mean your mom isn't wrong about it."

She froze and faced me "You mean lose my virginity to you, Shawn Mendes?" I nodded. "Its not a bad idea, but still I have no clue about how to have good sex. I'm going to look like an idiot in front of you, plus I already am an idiot."

I shrugged "Then I'll teach you everything you need to know. From kissing, blows, sex, positions, and whatever you want to know." Macky sighed and looked at me "It's up to you, I don't mind at all. I rather have you lose to me than some random guy at a party."

"Valid point, okay fine. If one of us start falling for each other we stop everything, keep this to ourselves the guys can't know at all, and we keep this to ourselves. Whatever happens between us and the rooms stay there." I nodded and smiled "What if we start getting feelings?"

I sighed and stood up "Then we'll stop the lessons immediately, deal?" I opened up my arms to her.

She smiled "Deal." We sealed the deal with tight hug. I smiled to myself secretly. I, Shawn Mendes, was going to take Mackenzie McCoy virginity.