This Can't Be// Shawn Mendes

Just Go

*Shawn's POV*

Macky hasn't talked to anyone literally no one. Teacher calls on her no response, someone says hi cold shoulder, bumps into someone keeps walking, and doesn't even reply back to people's text. A week of all this. I don't know how I'm suppose to make this one up. She won't even approach me or the guys, just sits alone.

I saw a perfect view of Macky and she was pale, thin, bags under her eyes, and poorly dressed compared to how she usually dresses. "Oh my god..." we all looked in her direction and she turned away. "She hates me" I said turing around.

*Macky's POV*

"I'm so done with Shawn, I can't he believe he told people and worst my mom is in jail because of him" I ranted off to Luke. Luke handed me fries, but I pushed it away. "Could you take me home? I'll just meet you at the party" I said asking.

Luke nodded and drove towards my house "Eat some first, then I'll take you home." Luke put the fries on my lap and kept driving. "I know you want some" I sighed and grabbed some "You haven't ate in a while, it's not healthy especially when your playing sports" I ate some more and looked out the window. Ya...

"It's just- I been a little off lately. Life just been going down hill..." I wiped my fingers on my jeans and took a sip of water.

Luke didn't say anything back until we pulled up to my house. "I'll meet you there. Bye!" I hugged Luke and I opened my door.

"Bye!" I walked over to the front door and unlocked it. Yup coming home to a mini mansion, it's not as fun anymore without having anyone home. I turned on the lights and walked upstairs to my room "Party time..."

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I grabbed my flannel and tied it around my waist. I put money in my bra, phone in my pocket and keys clipped to my pants. I stood in front of me mirror and grabbed a hat putting it on backwards "Ready." It was about 6:30 and the party started at 6. The party was for the boys varsity hockey team. Lucky me, Shawn and the boys will be there including Luke.

I got to the party and walked in. Literally everyone was there from the school, it was at one of the rich kids and my friend Taylor Caniff. I spotted Shawn with his arm around a girl and the guys drinking at the corner of the room talking, laughing, and smiling. I stood there and Cameron saw me, he waved me over and I walked in the opposite direction.

I grabbed a drink and headed outside. Beer pong. I walked over with the girls on the varsity team and they looked shocked "Ya?"

"You look hot girl!" they laughed. I shook my head and hugged them. "Did Shawn invite you?" I shook my head "So you just showed up?" I shook my head and took a sip of my drink.

I sighed and Luke walked over as they gasped watching him "I wasn't really gonna come, but Luke invited me. Ya... 'Cause the whole Shawn thing..."

"Ya, Macky is on the hockey team; she had to come" Luke added. They just stared at Luke "I'll see you later, I'm gonna go and talk with my friends." Luke hugged me and walked off.

The girls looked at me "No fucking way! You and Luke! Girl, you and Shawn are destined to be together." I groaned and shook my head "Why not? You're best friends for 11 years now and know basically anything there needs to know about each other."

I sighed "We can't plus he's the reason why my mom is in jail right now, even though she should have been in years ago. It's really complicated, we're best friends and if anything happens if we date and break up we won't be besties anymore. I don't think I could lose Shawn, he's pretty much what I have left besides hockey and money..." I just really wanted to hug Shawn and put everything in the past now. We were all quiet and drank.