This Can't Be// Shawn Mendes

Drives

*Macky's POV*

Grandmother and Granddad helped me put together the supplies we need, food, and other essentials for the trip. I brought the stuff to the SUV and packed it in the truck. Thank god, Dad got me this car. I cleaned up the car, put small pillows with blankets on each row, a trash can, and checked the lights and everything.

"Hey! You think we could all fit?" Cameron screamed out the window of his car pulling up and parking with Sierra and her boyfriend.

"I don't think so, we'll need an extra car. I could only take five more people. I don't wanna risk taking more and the chances getting pulled over." I walked over and hugged him.

Cameron nodded "So there's me, my sister and her boyfriend, Matt and Addy, Carter and Jen, Nash, Shawn, Luke, Taylor and Ashley, and you. That's about 12 people going, so you take four, I'll three, and whoever else can take three others. Or we have Shawn take his parents van so there's two cars" I nodded and we went inside.

Before the I even sat down the doorbell rang. Seriously. "Dylan! Apri la porta [Italian: Open the door]!" I screamed. They laughed and people walked in, with their bags.

Grandmother came over to me and hugged me "This gas money, don't spend this on anything else. Make sure to gas up before your off." I nodded and we went outside to arrange who's riding with who.

"Wait, Sierra and Don you guys have to drive. We are gonna get pulled over if we do" Nash said. Me and Shawn gave them out keys "So Macky, in your car you have?"

I looked "I could take Luke, Cameron, you, and Sierra in my car. Shawn fits six, so Carter and Jen, Matt, Taylor and Ashley and Don drives. They nodded and loaded up the cars.

Taylor came over with a pillow and a backpack "You could take six let me ride with you, please?" I nodded and moved to the back with Luke.

Sierra and Cameron was in the front, Taylor and Nash in the middle, and Luke and I in the back row. I gave them the address and we drove off.

//

Music played softly throughout the car, I stared out the window and sang along softly. "We're almost there, about 30 minutes left" Sierra said. I pulled out my camera and started taking pictures of the outside, some of the guys candid, I looked over at Luke and he was facing me a leg down and one was resting behind me and my pillow on the seat smiling. I snapped a picture and smiled at it.

"Let me see" he pulled me over and I was between his legs with my back to his stomach. His chin was on my shoulder and holding the camera "Let's take a picture" his arms extended and wrapped an arm around me. I couldn't stop smiling, my stomach felt crazy; it was the way Shawn made me feel.

He snapped a picture. "Taylor, take us a picture" I said giving it to him. "Take a few" Luke covered my eyes in one, I was pinching his cheeks, we were looking at each other laughing, then we were facing Taylor smiling, Luke kissed my cheek and my jaw dropped, the final one was us leaning on each other looking out the window. "Thanks."

Taylor handed me the camera and I heard Nash sigh "Aye. Whatever happens in this car no one talk about, especially if it has something about you and Luke."

We nodded "No one wants to deal with a kill bill baby Shawn, we are all stuck with him for at least four days." Shawn... I don't have feelings for him anymore. He basically shut me down about two months ago.

I missed the old times with Shawn, this whole stupid lessons ruined it.

*Shawn's POV*

I sat in the from with Don and looked out the window "Why don't you just fix you mistakes?" Carter said. "The whole Luke incident happened two months ago she obviously let it go, the mom thing was going to happen anyways plus she said she moved on from that, and just tell her how stupid you were being at the party."

I sighed and faced them "She said I broke her heart when she saw me kissing that girl. She told me that if I cared so much for her I would stopped it."

"But you didn't... I'm just gonna say it, she told me about the second time you guys had sex. She said it was more than just having sex because you told her how important, beautiful, and amazing she is. She said she was falling in love with you, knowing Macky her love for us especially you doesn't die that fast" Matt said to me.

I sighed. Wait, she told Matt! "Hold on! How many times did you guys have sex?" Carter said.

"Twice."

"I'm honestly team Luke, but you can't just let her go. You guys are literally drifting apart now, it's like you guys don't know each other at all. At least talk to her" Carter said. "You don't see what we see Shawn. You're going to loose her soon, the way she looks at you is changing. She looked at you like your her life, now it's like you only know each other for a while."

I sighed and we pulled up to the campsite, and it was amazing. Lights hanging from tree to tree, a fire wood already there, logs around the area, and trees surrounding us. The other car pulled up and everyone got out. I saw Macky and we made eye contact, I walked over and she walked away to the trunk unloading it with Cameron. I lost her...

//

"My grandparents had me bring six small tents for two, so couples could have one each" Macky handed the couples each their own tent.

Sierra and Don brought their own tent for themselves. "Three tents left... So let see, Cameron and Nash in one, Matt and Shawn, Macky and Luke." I sighed and Matt and I assembled our tent. I saw Macky and she was handing out sleeping bags, pillows, or blankets.

I walked over and she swerved me, going to Matt giving him two pillows and blankets. "Macky..." she didn't turn around. My chest felt heavy and I started putting my stuff in the tent. Matt came and looked at me "I'm going to sleep."