This Can't Be// Shawn Mendes

What?

*Shawn's POV*

I don't know what it is, but since me and a had sex something was pulling me closer to her. I couldn't spend hours without her, I was loving her company, and most of all I loved her cuddles and kisses. I was falling for Macky...

I headed over to Macky's house before going to school. I pulled up to the house and let myself in with the spare key that I had for years, then walked in. I could hear music playing upstairs, everything else was empty. I grabbed myself an apple and headed upstairs, I could hear Macky singing 'She Will Be Love' her voice was amazing. I smiled and walked in, she was laying on her bed half dressed and in jeans, socks, and bra.

She was on her phone watching Snapchat videos. I laid next to her with my hand on her back "Morning" I kissed her cheek and she instantly smiled. Macky turned off her phone and faced me "Get ready, we have school."

She rolled her eyes and kissed my lips softly "Fine, so bossy" she pulled away and got up. I flicked her off when she turned around and she did it right after I did. I grabbed a pillow and threw it in her direction, but she ducked before it hit her in the head. Macky turned around and laughed "I know you well, Mendes."

//

We walked to our lockers and Macky was only three lockers down from me. "Hey, what about today? Do you have practice?" I asked, Macky smiled and nodded.

"Can't wait and no. Boys JV is using the rink today plus my coach is sick" I nodded and closed my locker after grabbing my books. Macky did the same and walked over to me as she closed her backpack. "We have a good ten minutes left, you rushed me for nothing" she wined and we walked towards the stairs.

I pulled her towards the closet "Come on, then we can't have this" I closed the door and locked it. Macky smiled and her hands was locked in my hair, I kissed her "Gotta learn to tame yourself, babe."

By that she wrapped her legs around me as I held her up kissing her neck. I kissed her deep and slipped my tongue as Macky started to move her hips making friction between us. "Fuck..." She mumbled into the kiss and pulled on my hair. I moaned and I could feel myself getting bigger.

I sucked on her neck leaving a hickey behind and kissed her one more time. "Shit..." I caught my breath and Macky got down "Good job" I kissed her again and she smiled.

The bell rang "Well, that was a pretty long time in there. It only felt like seconds..." Macky turned around and said to me as she sneaked out of the room with me.

I dropped my around her neck pulling her closer "Damn, your amazing at this" Macky just blushed and smacked my stomach. "Come on" I lead her to her class and she stared at me "What?"

"You're taking me to class, now? Since when did this happen" she said confused. I shrugged and kept walking "Shawn, do you-"

"No, I don't. You're my best friend" I said half lying and telling the truth. I do, she's my best friend. I heard her sighed in relief and we kept walking. I took her to her class and hugged her "I'll see you in English, right?"

She smiled and kissed my chest as she hugged me "Ya, you'll see me there." I smiled and I felt all tingly and extra happy after. The bell rang and I walked out, I walked to my class in the next building. "Shawn! Wait!"

I turned around and Macky was running down the hall, I smiled and she stopped in front of me. "What?" I don't know why, but my hands just rested at her waist. I really needed Macky now.

"You have a visitor, I saw it when you walked out of my class" she looked down and I covered my bulge that caused a tent in my jeans. What? Why? She was smiling at me, obviously trying not to laugh.

I covered my bulge with my hands "It's not funny" I wined to Macky. She busted out laughing and stopped after a few seconds. "You're so mean" I said "This is you're fault."

Macky stared at me "You're the one who decided to have a lesson not me."

"Well, you're like- you look really hot today and- I'm just a horny 17 year old boy okay? Do you think you could ditch class for me? It'll be quick I promise" I was practically begging for her at this point. I just needed her really bad.

Her jaw dropped "Are we think the same thing? Shawn, I'm not going to have sex in your car." I groaned and sighed "Fine just because I need you too, but not as much as you need me. Could we go to my house or something? I wanna be civilized like a normal person."

"What!? Seriously" Oh my god, she's willing to have sex again for the second time. She rolled her eyes "Okay let's go!" I grabbed her hand and ran down to my car.

//

I unlocked the door to my house and Macky walked in after me. I pulled the key out and tossed it on the table, I rushed over to Macky and kissed her deeply. She laughed and pulled me closer as we kissed. My hands reached her thighs and went to her butt squeezing it "Jump" she did what I said and I carried her over to my room. Damn, I fucking love Macky.

I sat down on the bed with Macky on my lap, she slowly kissed me and it all changed. Macky took off her flannel leaving her in her bra, okay. She pulled off my shirt and kissed me again, I smiled and flipped us over so she was under me. We both kicked off our shoes and laid on my bed, I put my hand on her thigh guiding it around my waist.

Her fingers found my belt and unbuckled it, unzipping my jeans, and trying to pull it down as we kissed. "I got it" I chuckled kicking them off and doing the same to her. I kissed down her stomach leaving a line of hickies, I unzipped her jeans and looked at her.

Macky instantly smiled and I pulled her jeans down as she kicked them off her feet. Damn, she's a work of art. Macky covered her face, she was always insecure literally about everything. She only loved her hair and eye colour, that was it. "You're amazingly beautiful, don't let people or you tell you otherwise" I said and leaned down to kiss her as my hand traveled down the side of her body. "Mackenzie Janessa- Marie McCoy, you are one of the most absolute beautiful girl I ever seen in my lifetime. I'm not lying to you, you need to love yourself more" I said to her as her hand rested around my neck. She's every guy's dream girl.

Macky smiled and nodded "Thank you, Shawn..." she kissed me softly and hugged my neck. Our lips move in sync slowly and passionately, her legs locked around my waist closing the space. Macky kissed my neck leaving hickies, then she hit my sweet stop and I moaned. "Damn, Shawn" Macky said to me and she looked at me smirking.

Someone help me. Please. I could feel myself getting bigger and the way we were position didn't help at all. Only stopping me from getting in was my boxers, her panties, and getting on a condom. "Macky... Please... Now..." I said trying to control myself "Baby, don't... Tease m-me..."

"Okay, I'll stop. Well what are you waiting for?" she said smirking. God damn she pulls off a smirk to well. I reached over and grabbed a condom, then safely pulling it on. Macky pulled of her panties and opened her legs for me, then nodded. That's when I entered her slowly.

Let's just say tonight was a different sex.
We didn't have sex to have sex, this time I felt like is was imminent, love, and care put into it. It could be just me being crazy, but I felt something there between us.

What am I think Macky doesn't even like me? I am crazy.