Shawn Mendes Imagines

IX: Hate Is A Strong Word

A/N: I'm back! Did ya' miss me XD

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IX: Hate Is A Strong Word

( Y/N )

Shawn has been acting very weird lately, he ignores me whenever he comes home from work, I know that work has been stressful these days, but he could at least spend time with me, even for a minute is enough.

I hear the front door close and I knew instantly that it's Shawn, I jog down the stairs to greet Shawn from his busy day at work.

" Welcome home Shawn, " I happily went to him. " how was work? "

" Stressful as ever. "

" Aww, baby, do you want a cuddle? " I ask, ready to give him a hug, but he dodged it.

" No, just leave me alone. " he said as he pushes me to the side and go up the room.

Okay, thats it! I furiously go up to our room and open the door with a loud ' bang ', which caused Shawn to be surprised.

" What the hell is wrong with you? " Shawn asks looking at me irritated.

" Me? I should be the one asking you that question Shawn! "

" What are you talking about right now? "

" You always come home and ignore me like I'm invisible! " I screamed.

" You know work is very stressful these days! " he screamed back which surprised me.

" I know! But you could at least spend a minute or two with me. "

" Well, maybe I just don't like to be around you. "

" Wh-what are you saying? " I ask, my heart aching.

" Maybe I just HATE to be around you! " he screamed, his eyes are furious than before.

" Y-you really fe-feel that way? " my voice cracking as I try my best to hold in the tears, but failed.

Shawn's eyes soften the minute he sees A tear escape my eye. " Wait, no. I didn't mean that. " he approaches me slowly.

" Stop Shawn. " I back away. " If you really do feel that way than I should just leave. " I said running downstairs.

Just as I grab my car keys and wanted to go out the door, Shawn stopped me.

" Wait ( Y/N ), I didn't mean that. " I look at him and tears are escaping his eyes.

" Let go of me Shawn. " I said looking away from him.

" No, please don't leave me. " he holds my wrist tighter.

" Let go off me. " I forcefully yank my hand away. " I'm going. " with that I go out the door and into my car.

I start the engine and start to reverse to back out of the garage, I look at Shawn one more time and see his bloodshot eyes. Ignoring the look, I reverse the car, and before I knew it, I felt a great impact at the side of my car, and everything went black.

Shawn

" Maybe I just HATE to be around you! " I scream, my eyes, furious than before.

" Y-you really fe-feel that way? " her voice cracking as she tries her best to hold in the tears, but failed.

My eyes soften the minute I see a tear escape her eyes, why did I just say that? " Wait, no. I didn't mean that. " I approach her slowly.

" Stop Shawn. " she backs away from me. " If you really do feel that way than I should just leave. " she runs downstairs.

I quickly snap back into my senses and run downstairs, just on time to stop her from going out the door.

" Wait ( Y/N ), I didn't mean that. " she looks at me and she can see the tears that are coming out of my eyes.

" Let go of me Shawn. "

" No, please don't leave me. " I hold her wrist tighter, hoping she won't go.

" Let go off me. " she forcefully yanks her hand away from my grip. " I'm going. " with that she go out the door and into her car, without a second for me to react.

I see her back away from the garage, I see lights at the corner of my eyes, a car is speeding and is going to hit ( Y/N )'s car. I run to her car but was too late and the cars hit with great impact.

I froze there, still trying to replay everything that just happened. What have I done?

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Guys, should I make a part 2 of this :/ If I should, please comment below, thanks.

BYE!