"Are you sure you want this?" Kris asked ,keeping his voice as calm as possible.
"Yes,Kris.I'm sorry.I don't love you anymore. I am gonna be happy with Suho. I'm really sorry" Ann replied, packing the last things she has left in the house she had shared with her ex husband, Kris.
All her words stabbed Kris real hard.
She might not love him anymore but he freaking does!
"Bye,Kris. It was nice meeting you" and with that last smile, Ann Kim was gone from his life into another man's life.
Kris was happy for her.She was happy and that's all he really wanted but he wants her too.
He cannot keep denying his feelings,can he?
He rubbed his tears and went to his bedroom.
On the way,he saw the beautiful pictures and him and Ann together.
Their marriage, their honeymoon, their first date. And the worst part is it back to him all at once.
How much he wanted those days to return...
He went to his room and found his secret diary on the table with a note written on one of the pages.
Nobody is actually allowed to read this diary except Ann and he himself.
"Bye,Yi fan.Let's meet soon"the note said.
What the note meant,he wasn't sure but it was written by Ann,that's for sure.
It broke the remaining part of his heart.
He thought that they're forever but all Anna did to him was cause him pain.Unbearable pain.
From the very starting of their dating relation,she acted like an asshole but Kris was still stupid enough to fall in love with her.
He played the song 'Miracles in December ' by his best friend ,Yixing.
It was his favourite song and whenever Ann caused him pain,this song gave him hope that one day its all gonna come to an end.It made him believe that miracles do happen.And it would to him as well.
He sat at his table and cried as much as his tears could make him.As much as he wanted to.
He took a pen,rubbing his tears and wrote his diary entry for the night.
"Dear diary,
Today,finally,after five years of being in a painful relationship,I am free.Of course I never asked for this kind of freedom but I could not stop her.I wanted to hug her and tell her that I love her so bad when her back faced me as she walled to Suho.
I wanted to cry and beg her to stop but I knew she won't listen.I knew she didn't feel the same for me anymore.
I still remember our first meeting.It was when we were in college.The cool guy of the college had never fallen seriously for a new girl but back then for the first time,he did.
I even remember our first date.The way she wore that floral dress made my heart go crazy.Gosh!How much I want those days to return....
I remember the promises that we made of 'forever and always' ,I thought they were gonna be true but only my heart knows that this shit is never true.
I still remember the night she came home late and she said she was busy.I didn't push it further .But this went on for the next day and the next and the next.She was rarely at home.It rather felt as if she was a guest that came home every night.But the day I smelt male deodrant from her shirt,I knew what had gone wrong between us.
But still I just calmly asked her to tell me the truth without keeping my expectations too high.I hoped that someday she'll fall for me like how she did back on pur first date,wearing that floral dress and being the girl I love. I expected a miracle to happen.
Miracles do happen to everyone.That's what I thought but the truth is ...miracles could never happen to me.
Anyway,good night diary.
Kris "
he wrote .
And then a tear escaped his eyes ,a tear had showed the physical and mental pain he was going through as he dug the blade deep into his wrist, sliding it slowly across his wrist,letting his life drain out.
Maybe he was right this time.Maybe miracles always happened to everyone.But never,never to him...
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Finally....exams are over and I am so stupid to update a sad one for .y comeback but I hope u liked it..
And ur all open to hate me after reading this but I love u all!
And many requests coming soon !
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