im trying to work
or watch tv
when these tears come out of nowhere
i'll be in class
or walking home
even out with friends
maybe this time im with a teacher working on a problem, it doesnt matter where i am
i'm always getting sharp memories of
things that shouldnt matter anymore
things i shouldnt care for anymore
but i do.
although no one else does.
i'm holding on to the past
because i live there
why cant i escape?
why do i constantly have vivid dreams
of times that never happened?
i wish my brain would stop.
i just want to move on.
my stomach wont stop twisting,
my head wont stop pounding
and my throat wont stop clenching.
im burdened everyday by this
i want out
more than you know.
YOU ARE READING
milk and honey
Poetrypoems, & writings from places in my mind; cover by @ bubiska <3 shes quite talented & amazing check her out
