im not just messy
im a mess
and not a hot one
i cant ever locate my feelings
until its right in front of my face.
i dont think its easy
for you
or anyone
to understand
why i have
commitment
issues
and why
i cant
bother for a relationship
i'm not good for those things
i'm not good for anything.
don't blame yourself
because it's
ME
who's the problem
i can barely
wake up
without
breathing in anxiety
why would anyone want
this
mess?
YOU ARE READING
milk and honey
Poetrypoems, & writings from places in my mind; cover by @ bubiska <3 shes quite talented & amazing check her out