i dont deserve to be sad about it
i dont deserve to victimize myself
act like
i was the one who got stabbed in the heart
when i stabbed you.
but i cant help but feel a tinge
in my stomach when i think of
how i couldve been a really good first,
but i ruined it
much like everything else in my life.
i feel as if i dont deserve to get better
like i should be this person forever
because its easier
but really its not.
its suffocating and leaving me to rot
but like most human beings
i dont deserve to shut it off.
but most of all,
i dont deserve you.
i never did.
YOU ARE READING
milk and honey
Poetrypoems, & writings from places in my mind; cover by @ bubiska <3 shes quite talented & amazing check her out
