milk and honey

prom

i've never been the type
to follow the crowd
i was always starting my
own trends
making new paths
for others to follow
sure i've always followed others
but little did i know that im
indifferent
but when my friends talk about how they're
all going to prom together
something inside me breaks
and i say things like
i'll never go to prom
when in reality i don't care to go
i just don't want to be alone.
i just don't want to be lonely,
watching my friends from
social medias like a fly on a wall
i wish i could be okay with myself
with being indifferent.