is what my heart does
you make my throat clench up.
i cant stop thinking about you,
but in innocent ways,
thats how i know im royally screwed.
because i think of holding you
and making you breakfast
i want to take care of you
make sure you're okay.
but how can i when you dont want me?
the ones i want never want me.
i had someone, and i fucked that up,
im so indifferent about the situation.
completely seeming like i dont care at all
when inside it eats me up that im so fucked up
and cant even try for a relationship
and all i want to do is chase after something that'll never be
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milk and honey
Poetrypoems, & writings from places in my mind; cover by @ bubiska <3 shes quite talented & amazing check her out
