stadiums almost full
white on one side
blue on the other,
parents cheering on their kids,
i feel like im in a normal setting.
like i'm going somewhere with my life
but i'd just be lying to myself.
its okay i'm already lying to everyone
else.
i wont ever walk along the stage
shaking the principals hand,
grabbing my diploma.
i wont ever go to prom,
or be in any of the school
pep rallys
or yearbooks.
because
im the druggie drop out,
the mental case who went bat shit
way too young,
way too early.
but sitting on the sidelines
sometimes makes me feel
like i was once apart of something,
is that a normal feeling
or just plain sad?
YOU ARE READING
milk and honey
Poetrypoems, & writings from places in my mind; cover by @ bubiska <3 shes quite talented & amazing check her out
