milk and honey

letting go

ive done alot
of letting go
this month
im
supposed to feel balanced and at peace
with myself
because im a libra
and after all
this is my month
but im all out of whack
every sentence is a tongue twister
its like my brains too fast for my mouth.
im out of tune with my self lately
since ive let go of
them
i know letting go is right
even when its hard and even if its been
a year
or a
week
or
6 months
no matter how long
its okay that it still hurts
and its okay that
i still held on to hope
because hope is what kept me going.
but now i realize its
more important for you to move on from me
then from me to get to say sorry
or get what id ever want.
and thats okay.
acceptance is okay.
i shouldve given you
all more space.
a chance to speak more
for me to listen.
the idea of us being good isnt going to happen
i finally understand that.
and now i can
let go.
of you
and you
and both of you.