the rain startles me awake
my eyes feel heavy
but my mind is racing with thoughts
i dwell on the past alot
on how it should've, could've been
if i had done this differently,
payed more attention in school,
focused less on trying so hard,
i always get caught up in the little
things that don't seem to matter at all.
why is it that now i constantly dwell
on the fact that i'll never get anything right
or the girl i want? because i'm always
chasing after the ones who never want me
as if my body likes this sick game.
do i?
i think of the past, how i fucked it all up
with my friends, the ones i no longer have
the ones i no longer know.
it kills me, but why am i constantly dwelling on things out of my control?
YOU ARE READING
milk and honey
Poetrypoems, & writings from places in my mind; cover by @ bubiska <3 shes quite talented & amazing check her out
