milk and honey

arwen

you're my best friend and i know the repercussions this will have on you.
but i can't do this anymore
i can't live in my own skin
i'm so sorry
i love you so much,
please get that tattoo for us, i'm sorry i
don't know what else to say
i feel sick to my stomach
i think the pills are starting to kick in
i feel terrible leaving you behind like this
it's all too much too handle, you know?
i think of you everyday.
I WILL ALWAYS WATCH OVER YOU
your best friend,
courtney.

P.S.
this is an old note i wrote for my best friend, i still get shivers reading it.