AVENGER IMAGINES

Bucky - come back

The break up between Bucky and you was too bitter to be real, he didn't give you a real explanation just that he "Doesn't want you anymore." That was it, then he just disappeared, you kept on thinking he would walk through the door, a wide goofy smile plastered on his face.

You had thought that for two months. Two months you hadn't seen or heard from him. It broke you. Not into two pieces but thousands.

Bruce tried to keep you busy, asking you to do errands for him and helping him with experiments in the lab, more than some nights Tony would drink with you and Steve, Tony and you getting mind-numbly drunk. Clint and Nat trained with you everyday, to keep your mind off Buck. Thor with listen to music with you while you baked, mostly exchanging stories, Loki would play pranks on the others - and they let him - just so they could hear you laugh.

You felt as though everyone was walking on eggshells around you, sure it pissed you off, simply because you didn't want to be seen as the weak one.

However, since Bucky left you became ruthless in missions, killing whatever - whoever - needed to be killed, you only seen them as the mission and you weren't finished until the mission was.

You had just finished a fist fight that ended with a dagger in the guys throat when Steve's voice rang like a gunshot through the comms.

"(Y/N)? You hear me?" He asked.

"Yes sir," you grunt, pulling the dagger out the guys throat.

"Missions finished, head back to the jet," Steve ordered calmly.

"Roger that," you smile at your pun.

"You know what (Y/L/N)..." Steve chuckled, you could tell he was smiling and shaking his head.

"Be there in a few Cap," your smile widened as you ran to the jet, the wind blowing fearlessly through your hair.

You finally got to the jet and threw your gun in the weapon compartment, taking a seat next to Clint in the cockpit.

"Ready to fly this bird home?" He teased nudging your arm.

"Hell yeah Hawkeye, but seriously no training tonight I beg of you," you chuckle pulling the handles back at the same time as Clint.

The ride home or well to Stark Tower was shorter than you thought it would be. Considering it only took you half the time to get home than it did getting there.

"I am gonna hit the sack, I need to rest my body," you smiled to the team once you had gotten in and had a coffee with them.

You looked at Bruce with a warm smile "If your still up later I will come by the lab for a bit," he nodded his thanks as you waved goodnight.

As soon as your head hit the pillow you fell asleep but the dream was less than pleasant.

All you dreamed about for the past two months was Bucky leaving you.

*~in the dream~*

"Bucky... Please don't do this... You worked so hard... We worked so hard for this to work... Please Buck.." You begged, grabbing ahold of the counter top to support yourself from falling.

"I don't want you anymore." His voice was blunt and his eyes lacked any and all emotion.

"James Buchanan Barns don't you dare," you nearly shouted, tears brimming your eyes.

"I. Don't. Love. You. What can you not understand about that (Y/N)?" Bucky's voice became dangerously loud, you were scared uncase the others heard what was going on.