AVENGER IMAGINES

Steve - I Never Told You

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Steve.
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I Never Told You
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You sat numbly by the hospital bed. Your eyes fluttering shut every few seconds.

But you couldn't risk taking your eyes from Steve.

Even though he cheated on you with Sharon, even though it made your skin crawl, Steve was torn up and in Hospital, of course you weren't just going to leave him there while everyone else was on the mission.

You turned up the radio a few notches as one of your favourite songs came on, it reminded you so much of Steve.

You listened intently as the intro started.

"I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night, I miss the way we sleep. Like there's no sun rise, like the taste of your smile. I like the way we breath. But I never told you, what I should of said. No I never told you, I just held it in." Colbie Caillat's voice boomed from the little radio.

You let the song play on. You hated the fact that you still loved Steve, the fact that you relied on him so much.

The way you gripped on to his hand nearly brought you to tears, you had once thought that Steve and you were made for each other because your hands fitted together perfectly.

The whole two years you and Steve were together you never once told him you loved him.

You couldn't do it. To you it felt like you were at your most vulnerable as you muttered those words. You couldn't let your guard down.

And that evently pushed Steve into the arms of Sharon.

You would say you hate him, thrash things about in your arpartment and have a mental break down but honestly you were too hurt, and you defiantly didn't hate Steve.

Steve was the last person you would expect to cheat on you. He was such a gentleman and always so loving.

It was more of a disappointment than anything else.

But no matter how hard you tried you still missed everything about him. Every time you closed your E/C eyes you seen his blue ones.

You could still smell his aftershave in your apartment, his mug was still sitting next to yours at the kettle.

The song pulled you back to reality, realising you had tear streaked cheeks you quickly wiped them just in case someone saw.

Your heart panged as you remembered Steve walking out your door after he told you.

He was so disgusted with himself, it was a moment of weakness he shouldn't of had.

"But I never told you, what I should of said. No I never told you. I just held it in and now I miss everything about you." You sang along with the radio.

"Your voice is so beautiful." Steve muttered from the hospital bed, his eyes half open.

"You- your okay?" You stammer, your grip on his hand tightening.

"Yeah I'm fine, a little scratched up." He chuckled lowly before pulling himself into a sitting position.

"You sure? I could get the nurses for you baby-" you froze in your spot "Steve. I could get the nurses for you Steve." You corrected your while sentance before taking your hand from his and looking down at your lap.

"You've been crying." Steve stated, lifting his hand towards you, his heart did an uncomfortable jump at the sight of you, he hated to see you like this. Even more so when it was because of him.

"I'm sorry." He muttered when his hand came in contact with your wet cheek.

"That's not good enough...." You mutter slowly, taking his hand from your face.

"I know its not. I just wanted you too know." Steve hung his head low at his failed attempt and knew in that moment he would never get to gaze into your eyes early on a Sunday morning.

He swollowed hard before closing his eyes again.

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I'm so sorry for this.

So so sorry.

HAHAHA NO IM NOT LOLOL

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