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Relationships

So a little over a month ago my girlfriend and I broke up.... It did not end pretty what so ever! Ugh it was just a mess with tons of feelings getting hurt and tear shed.....but now there's this guy.... He's funny and sweet and so soooo tall and just really cute and idk I have a crush on him but.... He doesn't even know that I exist...... He thought my name was holly..... Even after I told him otherwise..... But I mean he's a popular guy, and I'm just a nobody who goes unnoticed, so what can I do? But like I'm gonna at least try to get him to notice me. I read that guys find people wearing red more noticeable and attractive! Well, my hairs red so that's a start!! I'm also wearing a red sweater today! Also confidence is key, so I walk with confidence or well strut or whatevs.... Also there's this thing like you stare at your crush and if he catches you, keep eye contact for a couple seconds, maybe smile shyly, and then looks away. I'm gonna try that too, if he even glances at me ughhhhh!!!! Like I know I probs have no chance, but hey you never know!! So, I my as well at least try, like what do I gotta lose?? Also befriend his friends!! I'm kinda accuantances with his one friend so that's a start! And just idk wish me luck!! But seriously he's very attractive!!

Oh did I forget to mention his brother and I hate each other? Yeah.