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I cant even guys!!!

So I have this tiiiiiiny little crush on this guy. He's a sarcastic asshole basically -_- but for some reason I kinda like him. So it was the end of the day and we were leaving the classroom and I like bottled up all my courage and like reached out and tugged his sleeve and he turns around and I go for it. I freaking hug him! I originally thought if I hugged him he'd push me away and be like wtf?? Cause well that's just who he is.... But I hugged him anyways and he didn't push me away he was confused of course but he was just like wha-oh??? And just let me hug him and like I was blushing so much!!! Afterwards I got really hyper and was all hugging my friends and smiling so much and just ughhhh >///< and just I actually hugged him, I can't believe it omg! Like guys, I'm so happy rn