Guys, I relapsed..... Luckily not in the self harm way! I wanted to, but I didn't and just watched some house (great show by the way!!!) but I did make myself throw up..... So yeah, I relapsed on that sense.... I don't know why I did it, okay that's a lie, I wanted to not gain more weight. I've been eating a bunch and I've been gaining some weight and all I wanna do is lose some weight! So I freaked out and next thing I knew was....yeah..... Ugh I'm so disappointed in myself but I don't exactly regret it. I mean, what's so wrong about wanting to lose weight??

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