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I hate sleeping

I hate sleeping.
I tend to stay up as much as possible, until I literally can't and end up sleeping forever. I mean, when I'm up I can stay on the interweb and have a good time!!
But I really do hate sleeping.whenever I sleep, I only have nightmares. And not those Freddie crugar tried to kill me nightmares!! They're more realistic.... Realistic dreams are terrifying, cause they can actually happen. And it's so fucking terrifying! And I have nightmares everyday, and I hate it. I've come to hate sleeping. But I can't just not sleep, cause then I'd pass out. Happened before :/ so the only thing I can do is just hope I don't have a nightmare, but most of the time I do. I actually just woke from a nightmare, and now I'm probably not gonna go to sleep for awhile, idk I'm so tired. Like I can barely keep my eyes open, but I can't sleep. My body is like yes sleep I need that!! But my brain is like no ew sleep, I don't want more nightmares!!
So yeah, I don't know what to do. But I hate sleep.