disconnected / l.r.h

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"Were you drinking last night?" Liam asks me as he takes a water from my mini fridge in my hotel suite. "Noo? I was hanging out with Luke for a while before we sat down and ate."

"Oh, okay because Harr- wait what Luke? I thought you guys split months ago." And here we go, getting involved once again in a conversation I just didn't want to have.

"We did, we were just hanging out?"

"That's weird." I don't answer him and continue to brush my hair in the bathroom. Why do the boys keep coming here? We should do something all together just like old times.

Liam is now 22 years young which makes me almost 20 I'm younger than all of them but it's my brother who were friends with them first. I just got lucky.

"Do you still have feelings for him?" He asks as we both walk down to the lobby where fans and paparazzi have taken over.

"I mean no- not really. I just miss him Liam. Am I not allowed to hang around him? We're friends again, finally."

"Alright sassy one- come here take my hand we're going out from the back."

But at the back there were even more paps than in the front. They are all just annoyingly and aggressively and want their questions to be answered. Some questions that aren't even their business.

Like why Liam is with his buddy's Luke Hemmings' ex girlfriend a DAY after his birthday party. Some of the comments they have a very mean and hurtful. I don't know how my friends and other celebrities do this.

Well, we finally made it to wherever Liam was taking me. It started drizzling and I was getting pissed off. I just wanted to go back home already.

"Adrianna, Luke and Ashton are over my place, is that ok?"

"Yeah why wouldn't it not be?" I laugh

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'It's 3am

and I'm lying awake
thinking about how your
body would feel pressed to mine.

Our bodies flush, skin to skin.

I'm wondering how it would feel
to have your arms wrapped
around my body

how your lips would feel

pressed to my neck...

Oh, no,
         here i go again'